Past Lives Report

for

Demi Moore

by Bernie Ashman




 

The Astrological Charts

Past Lives Chart: Nov 11, 1962, 02:16:00 PM MST, Roswell, NM. Sun at 19° Scorpio 00', Moon at 18° Taurus 32', Mercury at 11° Scorpio 02', Venus at 20° Scorpio 3'R, Mars at 14° Leo 37', Jupiter at 03° Pisces 07', Saturn at 05° Aquarius 40', Uranus at 04° Virgo 54', Neptune at 13° Scorpio 26', Pluto at 11° Virgo 52', Node at 03° Leo 20', Midheaven at 01° Gemini 52'. Ascendant at 15° Aquarius 08'. Placidus houses: 01st 15°Aq08', 02nd 18°Cp17', 03rd 25°Sg25', 04th 01°Sg52', 05th 02°Sc47', 06th 22°Vi24', 07th 15°Le08', 08th 18°Ca17', 09th 25°Ge25', 10th 01°Ge52', 11th 02°Ta47', 12th 22°Pi24'.

Demi Moore: Nov 11, 1962, 02:16:00 PM MST, Roswell, NM. Sun at 19° Scorpio 00', Moon at 18° Taurus 32', Mercury at 11° Scorpio 02', Venus at 20° Scorpio 3'R, Mars at 14° Leo 37', Jupiter at 03° Pisces 07', Saturn at 05° Aquarius 40', Uranus at 04° Virgo 54', Neptune at 13° Scorpio 26', Pluto at 11° Virgo 52', Node at 03° Leo 20', Midheaven at 25° Sagittarius 25'. Ascendant at 22° Pisces 24'. Placidus houses: 01st 22°Pi24', 02nd 02°Ta47', 03rd 01°Ge52', 04th 25°Ge25', 05th 18°Ca17', 06th 15°Le08', 07th 22°Vi24', 08th 02°Sc47', 09th 01°Sg52', 10th 25°Sg25', 11th 18°Cp17', 12th 15°Aq08'.

Introduction

Welcome to your Past Life report. Whereas the birthchart is a symbolic road map describing your current life, the Past Lives chart is a blueprint of your previous incarnations. The pages that follow will help shed some light on themes related to your past life instincts. First, let's talk about reincarnation which is the belief that the current incarnation (as depicted by our birthchart) is linked to the lives that we have previously led. This collection of past influences points to particular experiences you might encounter again so that you can further your growth and fully develop your creative potential. These past impressions go far in shaping many of our current thoughts and choices. There are certain gifts a person seems to possess right  out of the womb! It's as though destiny or fate leads one to realize these attributes. Of course, we still have to show ambition and make the effort in order to keep our dreams alive. This report may give confirmation to talents that you already know you have or open your eyes to ones that you have yet to discover.

Our past lives are alive and well in our consciousness. This may already be apparent to you. But on the other hand, these experiences can lie beyond the threshold of our conscious mind's awareness. What is doing the remembering, if our mind isn't? Call it your soul, higher consciousness or whatever explanation feels right to you.

Have you ever heard about karma, that great law of cause and effect? An old timeless saying sums up the whole process: "You reap what you sew." There are actions and thoughts that defined us in other lives, or have guided us to where we are in the present. They don't really exert any control over us. We have freedom of choice. That's a strong message to remember when reading this report.

Also, don't panic if you read something that says you were not a perfect person. Nobody is in the current one! Use the report as a learning tool. The idea is to keep developing and evolving. It's balancing the cosmic rhythm of past and present that presents each of us with a challenge. Do we respond positively or negatively? With hope or doubt? Many of our tendencies are linked to previous incarnations. Certain patterns have likely been by our side over many lifetimes. As we grow and expand our awareness, it becomes very possible to step beyond the trappings of past life baggage.

No doubt you will read various sections that seem to contradict each other. Each could be true about you. It's important to realize that many different dimensions of ourselves live within us. Each of us is composed of memories from so many past lives, combined with an assortment of ways we have learned to deal with reality in this life, that make us complex beings. See which descriptions ring true to you as you read through the following pages. You will notice some traits described have a repeating theme.

I hope you find this report an enjoyable ride into your past life instincts and thought patterns. They are somewhere in your consciousness. Perhaps some of what you read will strike a familiar chord. After all, these pages are all about your past life loves, creative pursuits, adventures, travels, highs and lows, over many lifetimes. Happy navigating!

The Past Life Chart Structure

Some technical explanations about the Past Life chart (if you detest technical discussions, then skip this paragraph and jump right into the report!). The Ascendant in this chart starts with the sign on the cusp of the 12th house, instead of the traditional method of using the sign on the 1st house cusp, which is the sign rising on the eastern horizon at the time of birth. Also, the Past Life birthchart houses are counted clockwise, rather than the conventional way of counterclockwise. In other words, since the 12th house becomes the Ascendant, the sign on the cusp of the 11th house now begins the 2nd house, etc., around the chart wheel. What is considered the Ascendant or 1st house in the traditional chart becomes the 12th in the Past Life chart. Your planets remain in the same sign placements, but now occupy different houses, in this new chart. The planets in signs are interpreted in your report from a past lives perspective.

Something interesting to consider in thinking of the houses in a clockwise direction, they are actually now moving in the same direction as the Nodes of the Moon. As you will read in the report the Moon's nodes are strong past life or karmic points in a chart. Their retrograde motion is clockwise meaning they share the same life biorhythms as the houses of the Past Life chart. By traveling backward, or clockwise, through the houses, you are being regressed back into a past life analysis. Enjoy your ride down memory filled lanes!

The Passport

In this section are the first, middle and last names of your Past Lives astrological identity, the Sun, Moon, and Past Lives Ascendant. Each of these three building blocks will be discussed as to how they actively shaped many of your former lives. But before you meet these three key players, you will start your tour through memory lane with the North Node of the Moon. The North Node contains a special message about what was your overall life purpose.  It was a constant rhythm pulsating in your consciousness to keep you on target toward your true purposes. It was a celestial compass trying to guide you to walk your talk with greater clarity. So sit back, and enjoy reading your past lives primer.

Node in Leo

You had a history of expressing a dramatic passion. One of your key impulses was to seek out ways to shine. Your soul was normally on ready alert to reincarnate, energized through knowing the creative sparks were soon to begin. The archetypal theme for your destiny was to be a promoter. A crucial lesson was that it was okay to be determined, but not with excessive force and arrogance. You attracted attention when you found self-confidence. Your actions inspired others to get moving. Believing in your ability ignited the ego strength needed to take you far.

When you didn't assume enough of your own power or individuality, you deprived yourself of great potential. A trickster was when you continually talked yourself into marching to someone else's drumbeat. Eventually you either rebelled or lost all of your momentum. Finding a way to balance playing a few of your own tunes while fitting into the melody of others was a key to your freedom. You needed equality and independence. Feeling the excitation of personal autonomy and having the impulse to be an inventor was stimulating. A fondness for new trends kept your thoughts pulsating in the future. You fell in love with individuals who appreciated your youthful and enterprising spirit. 

Node in 8th house

What types of activities did you participate in that furthered your soul growth? Delving into the mysteries of life with a detective-like presence was a preoccupation. You weren't afraid to walk along the narrow ledges, if that's where the intensity could be found. If you became too bogged down in hoarding what you saved, life had a way of disrupting your pleasure. A common concern was "how can I reach full empowerment?" When you followed your passion to achieve wealth or dynamic relationships with common sense you managed to stay out of karma's way. What sorts of experiences motivated you? There was being a shrewd businessperson. Negotiation savvy adorned you. Plumbing to the depths of your main interests came naturally. Even mysticism called to you. Your energy levels peaked when finding either the lover or profession of your most cherished dream. If you became too possessive or jealous, you created more trouble than it was worth. When you assumed the appropriate power it kept you on track as much as compulsively overpowering others caused endless trouble. Somewhere always hiding in the caverns of your memory banks was a survival instinct mixed with a tinge of a longing to keep life very simple. When using this wisely and pragmatically, life was colored with a rich array of abundant experiences.

Sun: Creativity, Ego, Self-expression

Sun in Scorpio:

The sign of Scorpio the scorpion lighted the mid-fall astrological skies at your birth in this life. Let's explore the significance this had in regard to your past lives. In traditional astrology the keyword phrase for Scorpio is "I penetrate". You had a repeating pattern of delving beneath the surface of things. Emotional intensity followed you from one incarnation to another.

Archetypes for Scorpio include the detective, researcher and even mystic. A probing set of eyes you displayed. An attraction to emotional crises and living near the edge did occur regularly. You exhibited a no nonsense mentality continuously. You really liked to scope out a situation before investing heavily in it. The taboos of your society didn't bother you all that much. Trusting someone did! Yes, it was close relationships that pushed your buttons. Passion made you feel alive. Though you reached a point in many incarnations where peace of mind started to not seem so boring after all.

A cosmic principle at work through many of your lives was to get quite attached to what you felt belonged to you. This did make for some intense lessons if you tried to manipulate people. You found lovers or others didn't always respond positively to having power over them. When you were the object of someone else's manipulation, you could erupt angrily. You found ego strength in believing in your survival instincts. A great rebirth occurred when you found the courage to leave behind the past. Facing your shadows and fears made you a stronger person. You had a capacity to focus almost hypnotically on subjects of interest. Forgiveness of self or those closest to you taught you much. You came into this life solarized through a sign promoting empowerment. This was a theme that ran throughout your incarnations and was a key to self-mastery. When you didn't run from challenges, you were a powerful force!

Sun in 5th house

You had solar power that soared through you with great force in previous lives. Being in the spotlight was what you desired. Your ego got bruised easily if not receiving enough attention. You were as dramatic as you were fiery. A drive to promote came as naturally as snow falling on top of the Rocky Mountains in mid winter. Your creative vitality was ready to reload on a moment's notice. Being in love did arouse your energy. Being a follower wasn't as easy as striving to be a leader. You needed lots of elbowroom to work. A take control type you were. You were extremely proud of your creations. Getting too attached to offspring or creations happened regularly. Directing others to be successful was part of your history.

If there was a challenge it was in two separate camps. One was being too bossy. The other was a lack of confidence. In most lives you vacillated between the two. When you found the right roles, look out! You were ready to shoot a full throttle to make up for lost time. The actor and director lived brightly through you. When you moved with self-assuredness, others were ready to follow. However, if you took too big of a risk or showed great arrogance, you sometimes looked back and realized you were alone. Your self-expression burst onto the scene loudly when your ability was recognized. You only needed to fall in love with what you liked doing to ensure the wealth you desired. Taking chances defined you. The world responded positively when you moved without infringing on the rights of others, but with no applause when you ignored those you loved. You found fulfillment in being a hero for those believing in you, and in sharing your gifts with those appreciating them.

Moon: Sense of Security, Roots, Feelings

Moon in Taurus:

You were lunarized at birth through the sign of Taurus. What does this say about your past life tendencies? An instinctual desire to find emotional stability typified many of your incarnations. The family ancestries in past lives were linked by a motivation to build reliable avenues that paved the way for a steady future. You believed in the power of money. This isn't saying you were necessarily ruled by your material desires. Only that you had a healthy respect for wealth. Business sense followed you from one life to another.

Your inner landscapes were colored by a love of serenity and beauty. Stress didn't fit into your plan. This was especially true of your home as you went out of your way to ensure its tranquility. Artistic and musical ability was shown regularly. Family members saw you as a stabilizing force.

Inertia was a challenge. More frequently when this manifested it was due to a loss of hope. A fear of losing what you owned is what got your adrenaline pumping. Sometimes you were accused of being possessive. When you fell in love with someone, it's true that you wanted it to be for keeps. When people showed they valued you, it made you feel on top of the world. Your subconscious called to you to pace yourself slowly, taking the time to enjoy the moment.

Moon in 11th house

You had intuitive power when it came to flying away from the flock toward unique horizons. Your pull to be different led you to go against the norm on many occasions. You instinctually knew how to proceed ahead with lightning speed. The exception being that when you became emotionally distraught you lost your compass points. Being an individualist didn't necessarily come easily, but you inwardly wanted to be so. You liked closeness as long as it didn't get too clingy. When you tried to hold onto those you loved too possessively they pulled away. When dependency needs were balanced, you were more content. You didn't mind feeling needed, but you pleaded for some breathing room! You were rebellious, and didn't like being bossed around.

Your moods were usually constrained behind an intellectual front. Though sudden changes in situations could send you on an emotional roller coaster ride. You liked new trends and experimental living situations.  An inner feeling to try anything once, just for the experience, was a trait. You liked to reach out beyond comfort zones for stimulation. Being around progressive minded individuals was electrifying. Experiences needed to offer interesting options.

Ascendant: Persona, Identity, Calling Card

Aquarius on Ascendant:

With Aquarius as your past lives Ascendant, an innovative spirit colored your past incarnations. You were not always the most patient person in the world, possessing a quick mind that questioned the status quo. Your mind was preset to be out in front of what society was thinking was the norm. This means you were either seen as a wonderful genius or a disruptive renegade. You were blessed on a regular basis with inventiveness. A love of the future did not always make it easy to buy into the present or past. Rebellious tendencies adorned you. Questioning the reality of others either made you popular or seen as a troublemaker. Your sarcastic intellect sometimes was the cause of friction. You looked out at the world through eyes restless for change. You had a tendency of shocking people. The element of surprise turned you on!  Cutting edge fields got your attention. You either loved them or detested the change they represented. You were someone that didn't like to make a choice unless it was on your own terms. Others were happier with you when giving them the same freedoms you desired. You fought over and over again to preserve your independence. When you weren't so aloof, you attracted more positive experiences.

The Quest

Mercury: Communication, Perceptions and Logic

Mercury in Scorpio

You were Mercurialized at birth through the sign of Scorpio pointing to probing mental impulses in past lives. Your communication style was reflective and at times very passionate.

It wasn't easy to read your mind as your words hid your feelings. An introspective side could find you very quiet. You sometimes purposely stayed silent to deepen your contemplation on a situation. There were instances you did this to manipulate and even punish others. You didn't always forgive real easily. When you let go of the past, it tended to free up your creative energy. You could be decisive in a flash. Indecision was more a matter of not wanting to tip your playing cards before you were good and ready. Privacy was something you guarded.

You worked ferociously on projects. Business sense was there if needed. You liked to know what was going on beneath the surface of things. Metaphysical processes intrigued you. When you managed to figure out how to redirect negative energy into the positive, you found great strength. Your mental outlook was brighter when you found like-minded allies, and when you let your insights guide you to opportunities for exhilarating rebirths of spirit.

Mercury in 5th house

Your perceptions moved dramatically in search of ways to express your most heartfelt desires. Ideas you presented had a way of attracting attention. You energetically looked out at the world as a stage to act out your plans. Your mind was invigorated through being in the company of lively individuals. You liked being where the action was happening. Confidence grew as you found those outlets that showcased your abilities. When you were ignored it was hurtful. At times, you were too demanding of center stage.

Communication was a strong point in that you knew how to make powerful first impressions. This doesn't mean you always won people over to your point of view. When you stubbornly persisted on getting your own way it caused tension and discord. Your creative passion did sway others to invest in you. Taking risks made you nervous but the temptation was hard to resist. If you rushed forward impulsively without considering the consequences it got you into trouble. Challenges that had a promise of elevating your sense of self-importance got your dedication. You didn't like being told what to do. You liked to feel a sense of accomplishment and pride.

Venus: Relationships, Values, Comfort.

Venus in Scorpio

 With the love goddess adorning you through the sign of Scorpio at birth, you came from past lives where you expressed intense passion and emotions. Many people experienced you as symbolizing secretiveness and mysteriousness. Your social instincts were shaded with a hue of charisma and an interest in what was really motivating others.

The ideal soul mate was someone with the same desire to bond on the most intimate of physical and psychological levels. You were attracted to lovers that you felt could be trusted. Why? Because you felt betrayal was a slow type of death. You grew possessive of those you loved, as they did of you. Your relationships were taken seriously. Even friendships were highly valued. Jealousy did manage to occasionally interfere with your happiness.

Your survival instincts were out in front of most. It was the pain of rejection that was your Achilles heel. You did eventually learn that falling in love didn't guarantee permanence. Self-destructive tendencies were a sign of frustrated ambition and low self-esteem. When you rose above these shadows a great rebirth always was your reward. You found experience to be your teacher. A spiritual awakening often accompanied your self-discoveries. Your romantic fulfillment depended greatly on mating with someone that could be trusted and showed an awareness of the real you.

Venus in 5th house

You were vivacious when interacting socially, energizing those coming into contact with you. You tended to be a driving force in relationships, inspiring others to be more confident. Dramatic lovers got your attention, as much as your outgoing ways got to them. You were a true romantic. There was a creative presence that emanated from you. It made people take notice. You were sensitive about receiving attention. Your strength got a big boost from those believing in you. The big dilemma occurred when they didn't.

Some accused you of being too bossy, though you called this speaking your mind. You needed strong partners able to stand their own ground, not feeling threatened by your successes. When you didn't grow jealous of the fame and good fortune of others, you were easier to live with. Your peers found you to be fun loving and full of vitality. They themselves stimulated you to go beyond your comfort zones. You were risk-taking. Gambling when the odds were against you was a regular reality. You valued having a sense of pride in your creative self-expression. When individuals included you in key decisions they made you feel valuable. Helping open doors of opportunity for those you loved, so they could realize their potential, meant a lot to you.

Mars: Assertion, Courage, Identity

Mars in Leo

What would a warrior planet in the fiery sign of Leo mean regarding your past lives? A ferocious drive to proceed ahead forcefully was what you demonstrated. Patience depended more on whether you thought something was worth seeing through to the end. You could exert incredible will power if fighting for your most passionate desires. Your initiating impulse blasted off when you found your creative power. A competitive spirit was launched when you were determined to bring enterprising ideas to the public. You weren't afraid to take chances though twenty-twenty hindsight did make for embarrassing moments. This didn't really detract from your getting right back to pushing another plan. Self-centeredness did create tension.

Your identity felt more at home when in love with a special someone, and having your creations admired. You could be easily angered by those not appreciating your romantic advances and by those critical of you. You were someone needing outlets to keep your energy directed smoothly. When you moved with awareness and foresight, you never had to look far for adventurous challenges and growth. 

Mars in 8th house

You took initiative when it came to increasing your wealth and sense of empowerment. The challenge was in finding balance, as there was a tendency to either give away power too easily, or to try to overpower everyone in your way. When you developed wise discrimination in using this passionate energy, life was better. Your adrenaline got pumping through pursuing relationships that made you feel enlivened, and when you followed adventurous paths that opened the doors to bigger opportunities. A competitive side was awakened when you were negotiating strategies. You hated to lose at whatever you wanted to accomplish. There was an intense survivor within you, even someone that purposely tempted fate. Fighting to defend what you owned and to which you felt a strong bond was a repeating pattern. What made you become territorial? When you felt like your were losing what you were attached to, you suddenly wanted to close down the borders.

Impatience sometimes caused you to go through your money quickly and that of a partner. Then again, it was that dare devil spirit that turned a small pot of money into a large profit. Assertiveness was a matter of feeling comfortable with situations. It was sensing the urgency of a crisis that got you to act fast. Anger was a private showing, something you didn't reveal openly. It did tend to build over time, and did cause you to explode from holding it back. There was a talent learned in a few incarnations in channeling angry feelings into constructive outlets.

Jupiter: Knowledge, Expansion, Philosophy, Travel

Jupiter in Pisces

Having Jupiter, the planet of good fortune, in the sign of Pisces indicates that you were enthusiastic about your ideals. You had great faith that you could magically create happiness. You chose to expand your potential by pursuing the things that made you feel the most inspired. A lack of reality testing did get you into trouble now and then. When you finally saw that not everyone could be trusted, life was user-friendly.  Knowledge that allowed you to help inspire others especially appealed to you. The arts awakened your creativity.  In some lives you vigorously walked spiritual paths. There were times when your beliefs were shattered. This was the toughest challenge and required that you reached back for the strength to persevere onward. When you did trust that things would work out for the best, your confidence soared to higher levels. Escapism was tempting. You did sometimes get lost in substances or other means of escape. This was when you needed to cultivate a positive attitude. You were lucky in that unusual sources of help came in the nick of time. An element of mystery surrounded you in that you would discover hidden talents in unforeseen ways. Travel mesmerized your psyche into seeing reality more clearly and was a great healer. When maintaining a broad perspective, you were better prepared to take advantage of those opening doors that satisfied your most passionate dreams.

Jupiter in 1st house

A positive and enterprising outlook influenced you to act on hunches. Occasionally you noticed that it was been better if you were cautious before you leaped. Then again, it was your natural way to gallivant without worry about consequences of your choices. Spontaneity made you feel free.  When you didn't rush to judgment, you were more trouble free. Also, it was best when you didn't exaggerate your ability. Travel was exhilarating and opened your eyes to wider possibilities. It was what your life might become that often interested you more than it was in the now.  Boldness in expressing your beliefs attracted attention. You could be very persuasive when communicating your version of the truth.  Luck smiled favorably upon you when making the effort to turn those doorknobs requiring extra strength. Good fortune didn't come through sitting back and waiting for it to be served.

The Journey

Saturn: Ambition, Seriousness, Focus, Responsibility

Saturn in Aquarius

Ambition came through you unexpectedly or in unusual ways, says your past lives history, with Saturn in the futuristic sign of Aquarius. Discipline was more a matter of finding those goals that kept you interested in fulfilling them. Long sustained efforts only were possible when you felt stimulated enough to see a plan through to the end. You had a unique talent in being able to combine the traditional and unconventional worlds into a harmonious expression. Your greatest fear was being limited to dead-end roads that gave you little chance to discover your own unique gifts. It sometimes took extra effort to force open a door that otherwise would have remained shut. You didn't like change if it meant toward a direction that repulsed you. But you did welcome new ideas when the old ones seemed outdated.

A karmic shadow was failing to change directions when it would have been wise to do so. You often defined yourself through cutting-edge professions, and as someone with a nose for future trends, though liking to keep one foot safely in the present.

Saturn in 2nd house

Where was your main focus? It was with your money and possessions. You consistently asked at crucial points during an incarnation: how can I solidify my earning power? Whether rich or poor, you wanted control over your finances. Rigidity concerning your values or ownership produced karmic woes. The antidote was more flexibility in these areas, that is, when you were determined to be successful in not repeating the same old lessons needing to be learned.

A shadow was a fear of poverty and losing what you loved. Clear definition in how to earn a living at something you enjoyed, was a preference. You sometimes embarked in directions more to please others, than yourself. A major redefining related to your priorities happened during lifetimes, often when you fell in love, or when losing what you were most attached to. Wisdom came through conserving your energy and developing a steady determination.

Uranus: Individuality, Goals, Uniqueness, Freedom

Uranus in Virgo

You had a tendency to be analytical about future goals, indicating Uranus in the sign Virgo. Your mind did switch to fast forward when you became excited about learning new skills. It wasn't your first impulse to dive recklessly ahead into a project or new endeavor. Compulsive worry was a real challenge. Nervous anxiety was troublesome. Slowing down this side of yourself truly made your life more flowing.

Inventiveness was expressed through meticulous painstaking effort. When you didn't let self-doubt rule you, your ideas gained influence and power. Maintaining a sense of direction reassured you that your footsteps were on target and gave you the confidence to request the things that you were too afraid to ask of life.

Uranus in 7th house

In what way were you unconventional? That's an easy one, relationships! You were attracted to the individualists and free thinking types. It was the edge of unpredictability you liked in others. A futuristic vision led you into exhilarating connections with people who inspired you to reinvent yourself. Your goals were interspersed with the expectations of others. This did cause you a certain degree of anxiety in trying to please you and someone else. You relied on allies to help stimulate you to fulfill what you set out to do. A sense of direction made you more decisive. It provided a sense of balance as well. You were uneasy without mental calmness and clear objectivity. Freedom meant being treated as an equal. Without your personal autonomy, you were a ship lost at sea. As a matter of fact, you then attracted self-centered individuals. Progressive partners appealed to you. Though when either you became too rebellious, or your partners too eccentric, relationships were stormy. Compromising too much of your own needs didn't work either. You liked exciting lovers able to perceive your unique qualities. Being swept off of your feet by surprises was welcomed. Becoming exhausted from the fast lane made you call timeout. You were inventive in finding interesting partners.

Neptune: Idealism, Romanticism, Intuition, Dreams, Escapism

Neptune in Scorpio

You believed in ideals that spoke to the passion within you.

Your idealism was awakened through finding symbols that gave you a sense of rebirth. Crisis situations were the catalyst that made you use your intuition. The mystical forces of the universe often spoke to and through you. It was not unusual for you to go on silent retreats where you went into deep meditative experiences. Romance had its highs and lows. Balancing the extremes was important. You liked passionate relationships with a bit of mystery surrounding them. Though eventually you often looked for a comforting bond. A lack of trust caused you emotional upheavals. It was reassuring when you found a lover understanding your innermost needs.

A major challenge was addiction to love, sex, and other forms of escape. This isn't saying you always fell into these behaviors. When you found the clarity and strength to channel this intensity positively, life was more enjoyable. You wanted from the deepest part of your soul to create a life that reflected your self-mastery. You had strong dedication to those you loved and a determination to show the world your talents. You found transcendental growth through dealing with unfinished business from the past, and walking forcefully toward the challenges you instinctually knew would scare and fulfill you at the same time.

Neptune in 5th house

In what way were you extra intuitive? It was in regard to creativity. You had a playful imagination that kept you feeling young. Falling in love with life occurred when you discovered your true directions. You became mesmerized with acting out different roles. It was as though you felt entitled to success. This doesn't mean you were always overflowing with confidence. There was plenty of energy to explore people and occupations that called to you. Your idealism was forever pumping your heart to follow its dreams. Falling in love was a high.

A test was picking the right lovers. You didn't always exercise the best judgment when it came to romance. When you had a clear idea about what you wanted, you did manage to come out okay for the most part. Your risk-taking was exciting when feeling the inspiration of your beliefs. Though if you lost sight of reality you got into trouble. Your spirituality was strengthened by your will power. You welcomed situations that let you measure just how strong were your convictions. What was the biggest challenge? It was in knowing how to pick yourself up after a setback. A loss of ego strength made you feel disoriented. Regaining your composure was as essential as connecting once again to your determination. Faith transformed your denial into a renewed sense of wholeness. You searched for a purpose able to live up to your highest expectations of life and yourself.

Pluto: Personal Power, Self-mastery, Rebirth, Loss, Passion

Pluto in Virgo

Empowering yourself through using analytical ability was a past lives tendency. Perfection drove you on to try to do great things. Being reasonable in your expectations was wise. Extreme worry was sometimes a downfall. Curbing this tendency did make you happier and allowed for greater productivity. Charisma was exhibited through working forcefully at whatever you made your life mission. Escaping into projects made you less nervous. There was a habit of putting your heart and soul into a cause.

There was a shadow. What was it? Criticism. You could spot if something was out of place in a second. You did at times overly pick apart yourself or others. When you got this one under control, good fortune was never far away. Self-mastery was discovered through deciphering the ways to work smarter rather than harder. You found rebirth or a sense of fulfillment when overcoming negative thought patterns, and seeing that altered perceptions were truly miracles.

Pluto in 7th house

How did you go about seeking personal empowerment? It was definitely through relationships. You tried to get to know those with considerable influence. A renewed sense of purpose was discovered through finding meaningful partnerships and realizing if push came to shove, you could survive on your own. A powerful self-examination manifested after the loss of a long-term love. There was usually an attraction to passionate lovers. Your relationships were taken seriously. Trust didn't come easily. Someone had to prove they could be reliable. However, when you did settle into a romance, you bonded very deeply. A compulsive tendency to wonder if you would ever find a love you could trust got you to ask thought-provoking questions. A shadow frequently followed you into incarnations related to feeling lost unless you were in a romantic relationship. You found greater freedom in love when you managed to break out of this trap.

Footnotes

You have already been introduced to the ten planets. Certain planetary pairs in your chart have a special relationship to one another due to particular angular distances separating them, known as aspects. You could say the two planets in an aspect travel and interact together along the same circuit. The following aspects will be listed under five types. Two are known as the soft aspects: the sextile (60 degrees) and trine (120 degrees). These two aspects generally point to more gentle themes, and therefore will describe past life trends that went very well for you. They indicate a lower voltage of electricity and produced less friction in your mind and through your actions. The planets involved in a trine or sextile are more likely to talk about areas where you flowed without much effort.

The more hard or intense aspects are the conjunction (0 degrees), square (90 degrees) and opposition (180 degrees). They required your best understanding in past lives. Planets that are part of an intense aspect you will notice often indicate lessons that must be learned, and follow us from one incarnation into another until we get them in balance. These higher voltage aspects don't mean the planets operated negatively, only that there was much more force behind them. "Soft" does not mean good and "intense" does not imply bad. It is often the more intense aspects that deepen our soul growth, that is, if we learn how to use their power wisely. If we don't it's like taking one step forward and three back.

It might be helpful to keep some keywords in mind for the aspects. The sextile represents Excitation and Eagerness. The planets in this aspect give clues as to how their energies worked in a stimulating way through you. The trine is a special Harmony. The two planets involved show you were confident of their interacting energies. The conjunction is where two planets are joined at the hip. There is a Fusion or powerful blending of these energies. The square can reveal where you encountered Friction. Pay special attention to these aspects in particular because they denote themes that are strong past patterns. Squares ask us to resolve their conflict by finding creative outlets. The opposition requires a Balancing act. It is similar to a seesaw. Gaining objective awareness about each planet is a key. Remember, it was usually the most intense aspects that stretched you the most in past lives.

Sun oppose Moon

You found connections with people stimulating your creative drive. Perseverance and passion fueled much of your self-expression. You were a complicated person in that you could flip from extrovert to introvert, or the other way around with little warning. There was occasionally a tug of war when your own needs were not in alignment with those closest to you. Showing confidence in others was a great boost to their strength. You were not so good at being a loner. Having a family and at least one trusted confidante were highly valued. Your locality meant much to your sense of security.

Moon oppose Mercury

You were stimulated through the exchange of information with others. What you didn't want them to see, you hid. Revealing yourself openly didn't come quickly. You liked individuals able to read moods. Your feelings made others uncomfortable if they weren't real deep thinkers. Preserving the ideas you valued was a drive. Balancing your intellect and intuition was a test. Staying mentally objective was another challenge.

Moon oppose Venus

You were quite intuitive about people unless you became emotionally distraught. Partnerships made you feel extra special, whether in regard to love or business. It was blending your energy with someone else that stimulated you to seek out new horizons. Romance was an exhilarating high. You only had problems if you depended on the wrong individuals for support. Also, there were those willing to take everything you owned if you weren't watchful. The universe was good to you in regard to wealth when you took the time to express your deepest values.

Moon square Mars

You often went to war fast if your sense of security was threatened. Defending those you loved was another sensitive area. Courage came occasionally in the midst of great fear. Dealing intuitively with adversaries became necessary to make sure you were a winner. Skirmishes with those trying to impede your growth tested your initiating spirit. Quarrels did occasionally become draining. Learning how to speak up for you and demanding acceptance came with this territory. Knowing when to be patient and when to move forward swiftly took a lifetime to understand. Being angry wasn't really the problem as much as making peace afterwards with those you cared about. When you held less grudges or blaming attitudes, life was smoother.

Moon oppose Neptune

You tended to overly idealize people and causes. This took some serious reality checking to ensure you found the right partners and suitable roles. Falling in love was a regular high, inspiring you to great creative heights. You were intuitive about people you met. It was your imagination that at times painted unreal pictures. It wasn't hard to convince others you could fulfill their dreams, whether you actually did or not. You lived your feelings out through partners if not expressing them yourself, and they did the same for you. Dealing with guilt was a key to happiness. You couldn't save the world from its problems, though you didn't see this immediately. Your idealism produced great things. It was expectations that needed to be reasonable. You were not happy when emotionally disoriented, but on top of the world when finding the paths and loves that were intoxicating.

Moon square Ascendant

You were an emotional force in the lives of those you loved, sometimes more than they wanted. Stormy moods made clear thinking a real challenge. You either cared too much or were accused of ignoring those closest to you. Being as changeable as the moon's phases in one day is what upset a few individuals. A restless urgency to go where you wouldn't miss out on growth-opportunities is what caused to move often. Logic wasn't necessarily your main tool when in a stressful conflict. Toning down your response time did avoid a few embarrassing situations. Then again, it was occasionally the people you leaned on that were unpredictable, lacking stability. When you escaped from unstable circumstances you felt more in control as well as rooted, and lighter in worry.

Sun conjunct Mercury

You could think fast on your feet. Mental flashes quickly darted across your mind. Some thought you nervous, others brilliantly witty. Details either fascinated you or made you feel crazy. A sense of order was desired so you could clearly decipher how to manifest your creativity. There was a serious meticulous side, combined with a perception of life's absurd ironies. Communication was an area you always could declare bragging rights. If you talked without careful thinking, you did get into trouble. At least one critiquing eye constantly peered out its socket, analyzing fact from fiction. It was critical that you were harder on a problem than on yourself or those you loved.

Sun conjunct Venus

Relationships played a major role in your life. Being in love made you feel alive. Finding someone willing to let you be yourself was essential. Perhaps the biggest challenge was decisiveness.  An attraction to exotic lovers didn't necessarily mean they were the right matches. It was a desire to share your life with a special soul mate that in the end was what added longevity to your romances. Equally important was finding a person with values you could relate to. Over indulgence in the good things on life's plate had to be watched.

Sun square Mars

You believed in the spirit of competition and were dynamic in expressing yourself. Patience wasn't your strong suit. People liked your zest for life as it motivated them to get moving. You didn't pay a lot of attention to limits. A me-focus caused tension if you carried it to the extreme. You got bored if there was no stress.  Channeling your energy constructively was a prerequisite for your being successful in love and profession. Bickering with authority figures occurred when your territory seemed too invaded. You liked a lot of elbowroom when it came to making decisions. Discipline came when captivated by a subject of interest, and not a moment before. You experienced instant karma when not keeping your head when angry. When you avoided conflict altogether, it took the fire out of your enthusiasm.

Sun conjunct Neptune

You dreamed large! Imagination paved the way for your reality. You did need to make sure you were stepping on sound footing. People were anxious for you to make good on promises.  Idealism was the lighthouse in the night that kept you inspired in spite of the difficulties. You always had to overcome the demands and rigors of everyday life to rise to the level of your creative power. You had to have a vision great enough to contain your desires, but not so rose-colored, that you weren't taken seriously. Spirituality was a must, without it you lacked the conviction to your highest aspirations. When you realized some perspiration would be needed, it kept you grounded. Others sensed that you knew something they didn't. When you were emotionally lost, life was confusing. Choosing your missions carefully was required so you didn't become devoted to the wrong cause. Your internal compass was a guide, a little voice trying to cheer you on, and warning you when danger was staring you in the eyes.

Sun square Ascendant

You didn't exactly find the world ready for your creativity. However, this doesn't mean you weren't successful. It's just saying that at times you had to exert great will power. Knowing when you were getting too pushy kept you out of trouble. When you lacked ego strength, it was due to little confidence. Lovers and friends when acting as cheerleaders got you going. Trying too hard to be liked didn't get the results you desired. You had great stamina when competing. Losing wasn't really an option when you were on top of your game. People trying to change you met with resistance. You were better liked when allowing those closest to you be themselves. You grew in strength when tuning into your inner power as it proved stronger than forcing the world to accommodate you.

Mercury square Mars

Argumentative you were. Your mental intensity wasn't always used negatively. On the business playing field, this was useful in negotiating. Being overly critical of yourself or others took you back three steps for everyone you walked forward. Patience required a lot of practice. You had a ferocious work energy that wasn't afraid of challenges or danger. Boredom did scare you and made you feel half crazy. Looking before leaping was the best advice someone could have given you. Yelling to get your own way was met with considerable resistance. Channeling a restless spirit was required.

 Mercury square Saturn

Staying open to different viewpoints allowed you to gain access to a larger pool of information. Remaining stuck in the same routines dulled your mind. You had a stick to it mentality. A workaholic tendency had to be watched. There were those envious of your great determination. Communication flowed better when you let others speak their thoughts freely. You did clash with authority figures when they were too critical of your ideas. Negative thought patterns got you into the most trouble. Getting you to try a new option was at times like pulling teeth. Business savvy was often well honed and took you far. When you didn't let your fears of a challenge hold you back, you began to see a bigger world. Relaxing into life rather than feeling you had to force situations to occur brought greater harmony.

Mercury conjunct Neptune

You brought a mighty fine intuitive eye into incarnations. Your right brain became a dominant force when you let it be so. Emotions did at times fog your perceptive clarity. This either made you panic or to get good at gaining objectivity about situations. You had the touch of a healer, artist, poet and mystic. Energies not readily available to others were at your disposal. You sometimes denied this dimension of yourself, not sure what to do with it. A spiritual quest happened regularly. Seeking an understanding of a higher power drove you. You were easily hurt by life's harsh realities until you toughened up a bit. Escapism and guilt were challenges. When you kept these two nemeses in check, you were happier. You were a romantic in search of a place to quench your idealistic thirst.

Mercury square Node

You usually worried every step of the way. However, this doesn't mean you had no fun. As a matter of fact, you were intense about being successful. It would have been easier without the worry. Enjoying the journey was something that had to be repeated like a mantra. Being a workaholic occurred if you had no other outlets. A powerful mental fortitude got you though some tough challenges. You made a good problem solver. If you grew overly critical others didn't like you. Learning how to keep perfection from driving you crazy was important. You could obsess over details. Although, you did occasionally throw up your hands in disgust and live more carefree. Communication breakdowns happened when you didn't tolerate different points of view, or you were harshly being criticized. It was a deep respect for learning that took you down those exhilarating roads, you know, those winding ones that surprised your curious side.

Mercury square Ascendant

Communication clashes were inevitable because your ideas didn't exactly fit right into everyone else's expectations. Taking a risk that stretched beyond everyday logic raised a few eyebrows. You didn't mind taking the heat as long as it got you the results. Your nervous system could get as tense as stretching out a rubber band right up to its breaking point. Cool-down periods were required to get you recharged, more like a quick pit stop and right back into the race! You had a mind that could readily shred someone's plans. Being the critic upset those that loved you. Toning down and being more accepting of a few flaws made for more peace. When you were filled with self-doubt was when the road was rocky. A positive outlook attracted better people and life experiences.

Venus square Mars

You attracted dramatic people into your lives. Why? Because you often were one yourself! Individuals either liked you or not. There wasn't lots of middle ground. When you liked someone, you didn't waste much time in making bold advances. Squabbles over money occurred regularly in relationships. You were not always fond of sharing, fearing you would get the short end of the stick. Instability in relationships was due to either impatience on one or both of your parts. Competitive streaks did get out of hand once in a while. Mutual support of values was a unifying factor.

Venus square Ascendant

You liked to be in the limelight. The actor or actress was part of your self-expression. A craving for attention did put stress on your partnerships. Your values often clashed with certain partners. It was when you compromised too easily that you suffered the most in the end. You squandered money mostly when you were unhappy with love and feeling frustrated with limiting circumstances. When learning how to take things less personally you did not get as distracted from your life aims. You eventually noticed that decisiveness was better than endlessly sitting on the fence.

Mars square Neptune

Actions fueled by idealism was a key ingredient in your lives. You didn't really wait around for your intuition to guide you as much as leaped first and reflected later. Was this a good impulse? Much depended on the results! You were a bit lost without a cause. Something was needed to inspire your dreams. You were careless in ignoring the danger signs. Getting fooled by the illusion of fame and romance did occur. The interesting thing is that you sometimes stumbled upon great creative expression when chasing after an impossible rainbow. You felt empty without intense challenges. Even when settling into a normal routine, outlets that let you fulfill idealistic striving was needed. Your energy levels went from hot to cold quickly. Your moods could swing in unpredictable ways, depending on your happiness levels. Anger came out by the bucket full if held back for long periods of time. When you had faith you weren't as likely to choose escapism.

Mars oppose Ascendant

Dealing directly with others was your preference. When you lacked assertiveness it threw your relationships out of balance. There were times due to being in limiting circumstances that your identity was confused. You did have your share of fighting against those trying to keep you confined to a lifestyle you couldn't swallow. Indecision about which battles were worth getting into did make you uneasy. There were tendencies to seek out companions that could deal with your angry side. Mild mannered individuals weren't as comfortable in associating with you as the feistier types. You were happier when acting spontaneously though it helped when you were conscious of the impact of your actions.

Jupiter oppose Uranus

Your ideas made people think deeply about where they were in life. You liked individuals with a refreshing vision of the future. You could be obstinate when holding onto your goals and personal preferences. Relationships were exhilarating. You liked friends and lovers that had a love of spontaneity.  Traveling on the mental and physical levels was what was stimulating. Freedom meant everything to you. Being confined under the watchful eyes of someone made you rebel. Your beliefs didn't really fit into the norm. Your unpredictability sure was exciting but not so productive. Maintaining a sense of direction was vital!

Jupiter square Midheaven

Being organized wasn't an immediate impulse. You liked to act first and think later. Following hunches occasionally paid off, but sometimes didn't. Exaggerating your qualifications made others not believe you. Your dramatic side didn't bother anyone as much as promising more than could be delivered. Excess indulgences made discipline a challenge. You found absolute happiness when tapping into talents that earned you recognition. You realized eventually that real effort would take you to where you needed to be.

Saturn oppose Node

Control issues followed you from one incarnation to another. This means you either became too dictatorial or didn't act responsible enough. Balancing dependency needs was the key to happiness. You were very driven to succeed. Depression snared you if you became too down over a failure. Rejection chilled you right to the bone. Love was good to you when being reasonable in what you expected. Clearly defined commitments kept you grounded and happy. Trust took time to establish. Allowing yourself to be taken advantage of didn't yield good results. Authority figures sometimes were at odds with your most serious ambitions. When you did feel understood it was very reassuring. Leadership roles exposed your vulnerability as they made you need help from others. You were wise to cultivate solid friends that could be trusted. Learning from past experiences was one of your best teachers.

Saturn trine Midheaven

Your sense of timing was better than most. You were not in the habit of forcing the outcome of situations. Ambition was expressed with an ease that in some respects hid your real intensity.

Uranus conjunct Pluto

Choosing unique paths that were empowering without alienating others was the big challenge. Following sudden whims and impulses was not a stabilizing factor. Finding friends and lovers that understood your need for plenty of space was important, otherwise you didn't have many close ties. Maintaining a clear sense of purpose wasn't easy, either due to attracting strong willed individuals into your life, or constantly changing your mind. Developing insight and being open to really seeing someone else's point of view kept you on track. Balance in sharing power with others lessened the tension and made for harmony.

Uranus square Midheaven

Creating stability wasn't your first impulse as there was a tendency to be an agent of change. Unfortunately this made it difficult to achieve stability at home or out in the world. Putting this inner and outer struggle to rest brought harmony.  The challenge resided in being able to find ways to channel this forceful energy constructively. You anxiously wanted to receive support and approval for your goals. Breaking free from everyone else's expectations did point you in the right direction. Rebelling with no sense of purpose spelled disaster and left your life in pieces. Nobody could really say that you were someone without opinions. It was finding that middle ground of doing your own thing and not stepping on the rights of others that yielded fulfillment.

Neptune square Ascendant

Finding out your true identity was a puzzle. This was due to being in search of expressing your highest ideals in many different ways. Reality wasn't what you liked facing. There was a tendency to escape rather than face problems. When you managed to deal with your issues, magnificent paths opened in romance and money.  Sensitivity to criticism made you back off from people. You wanted so much to be liked. Your intuition worked well when you felt emotionally clear. It was fogged in times of confusion. Knowing how to keep your autonomy was halfway to finding fulfillment. You liked being needed but feared being too heavily leaned on. Keeping denial in check was wise.

Just as the Ascendant in the Passport section that began this report was described as a sign serving a special purpose, each of the other eleven houses has a sign that helps define its meaning. What follows is a trip through each of the other past lives houses or environments to give you a view of additional characteristics. First are listed the keywords for each house.

2nd House: Comfort, values, money, ownership.
Capricorn on 2nd house:

You leaned toward the conservative side regarding finances. A fear of losing what you owned drove you to be extra cautious. You took responsibility seriously. Sometimes people found you too controlling of resources. Delayed gratification influenced you to be patient. You tended not to reward yourself enough for performing hard work. You believed in the saying about making money the old-fashioned way in that you earned it. Learning to show affection was a challenge. However, when you became comfortable with yourself, and feeling secure with your livelihood, you could reach out in a warmer way to others. It would have benefited you if you had scrapped certain plans earlier in their implementation. Rigid tendencies found you losing money and time. When you adopted greater flexibility, you were happier and easier to love. You placed importance on traditions. An earthy approach to life needed to be mixed with a bit of your intuition. Your strengths were staying power and reliability.

3rd House: Perceptions, learning, communication, insight.
Sagittarius on 3rd house:

A wandering soul sometimes you were. Your mind was on a quest for high adventure. Whether you had to sail the high seas or cross the tallest mountains, you wanted the challenge. Your mind worked fast. Adaptability you had. Focus was elusive. An eclectic grouping of brain synapses found you not always reasoning in linear fashion. Did you become judgmental? Yes. When you had a dogmatic outlook you were not as much fun. A broad philosophy was what drew individuals to you. You had more options when tolerating new ideas.  Agreeing to disagree took you further than having to always be right. When you had to get in the last word, arguments ensued. You liked humor as it took the edge off of your nerves. An inner restlessness made concentration a challenge. You were a force in getting others to think more creatively.

4th House: Home, security, nurturing, roots.
Sagittarius on 4th house:

Roots you didn't always have. A youthful and adventurous nature guided you to seek stimulating locations. You inspired those around you to think more spontaneously. Being tempted by greener pastures made stability difficult. Sometimes you acted irresponsibly due to a fear of commitments. You didn't like having your options limited.  Shyness in showing your talent occurred. Gaining confidence came through getting support from those who knew your ability. Taking a leap of faith conquered overcoming your stage fright or performance anxiety.

5th House: Self-expression, creativity, confidence, romance, risk-taking.
Scorpio on 5th house:

Creative passion was expressed forcefully. Your ego bruised easily if you didn't get the recognition you were seeking. You had a tendency to hide your gifts in fearing rejection. You did live a little too near the edge when you tired of stability. You took wild risks without much forethought. You were at your best when not losing sight of whom helped you get to your milestones. You were a fighter, not surrendering until a battle or argument was hopelessly lost. Knowing when to compromise didn't come easily. Excessive drives to merriment did have detrimental consequences on your health. The closer you got to people, ego wars did sometimes come between you. You found rebirth through creative experiences. Also, when you didn't demand all of the attention, relationships stayed in balance.

6th House: Learning skills, work environment, perfection, diet, health.
Virgo on 6th house:

Perfection was a driving force. It either drove you to accomplish great things or made you miserable. You were better off when accepting your faults and those of people you cared about. Nobody was harder on you than yourself.  Workaholism was another tendency. Your dedication to excellence did occasionally get recognition. You felt wise when not letting yourself be stuck in roles that didn't best express your abilities. You were better off when staying mentally preoccupied as it helped regulate your nervous energy. Worry was the most debilitating encumbrance to your well being. When you managed to think positively life was quite pleasurable. You learned best through experience, putting theory to the test of reality.

7th House: Relationships, marriage, partnerships, social awareness.
Leo on 7th house:

Relationships played a major role in discovering your creative potential. You attracted lively and dramatic people. If there was a lesson to learn, it was being more flexible. A clash of wills did occur if you were too stubborn.  Sharing center stage with others was a bit testy. Your lovers were wise to find their own platform from which to perform. There were times you made the wrong choices in partners and had to resist their controlling tendencies. You did need to watch out for an obsessive tendency to seek applause at too great an expense.  Forgetting those you loved in chasing success left you unhappy. Fulfillment came through putting your own personal style into your ambitions while at the same time paying attention to the people helping you to become a success.

8th House: Power, joint resources, rebirth, passion, self-mastery.
Cancer on 8th house:

You displayed protectiveness of those you loved, and sometimes were too smothering of them with attention. Discovering your own independence was crucial to your fulfillment. You were not the easiest person to get to know. You tended to be secretive until really getting to know someone. You did enjoy in depth emotional bonds with lovers more often than not. You needed a partner able to deal with your turbulent moods, as they could swing back and forth dramatically. You had somewhat of a fear of betrayal by friends or loved ones. You were happier when you didn't worry so much about the motives of others. You showed an amazing ability to bounce back from adversity, turning negatives into positives. When you learned patience your long-range serious plans found roots. Being able to let go of the past challenged you. A sense of rebirth was found through finding a true love with whom to share your life.

9th House: travel, learning, philosophy, knowledge, optimism.
Gemini on 9th house:

If they had frequent flyer miles going back a few centuries, you would always have come out a winner. A gypsy at heart you were, even if you couldn't always race around the world following impulsive whims. The world was perceived to be your stage. Being a natural teacher, your lively intellect inspired others to want to learn. Your belief in ethics and morals made you a critic of those that strayed from the straight and narrow. Sometimes you did grow a bit judgmental. It was hard to out argue you as you could keep one thought ahead. A broad philosophical vision was typical of you. Did you always see reality clearly? No! Occasionally you took a leap of faith for better or worse. Sometimes it brought you good fortune, while in other instances you came up empty. Trying to move into too many directions at once left you frazzled. The drive to walk multiple paths simultaneously was heartfelt.

10th House: Professions, ambition, leadership, focus, commitments.
Gemini on 10th house:

Your serious ambitions tended to not be so easily harnessed. Discipline took some work. A chance to exhibit your intellect was hard not to pursue. A tendency to perform multiple roles at once was part of your past history. Why? Perhaps a fear of boredom or simply to make ends meet. You found balance and meaning through a diversity of expressions. You took great pride in doing something well after you truly studied it. When a leader, you possessed a keen sense of the big picture. Though you didn't always want to be the boss as it took away from your private time. Your ideas were insightful and even caused controversy.  You never liked to be forced into any one role. Keeping one foot in and one out of the norm, made you feel more secure. You weren't a great follower because your independent mind-set didn't fit into the plans of others. Your mental toughness took you far.

11th house: Goals, individuality, freedom, inventive, progressive, unique.
Taurus on 11th house:

You were a steady customer once you determined which direction you needed to be heading.  You usually maintained a long-range plan even in the midst of handling the details. If there was a rub it was in being inflexible. There were times when you wished you had listened to the advice of friends trying to suggest alternatives. Developing a unique value system caused conflict with others. Personal beliefs sustained you through the tough times. Your future goals were never readily changed unless on your own terms. It was easier to finish what you started when you had clear objectives.

12th house: Idealism, intuition, escape, faith, beliefs.
Pisces on 12th house:

You kept your dreams to yourself most of the time. Sensitive and dreamy you could be. A strong belief in a higher power or mysterious spiritual forces emanated from your being. It wasn't always simple to be in a relationship. You liked to get to know someone as deeply as possible. Unless you got cold feet! It was in trying to meet each other's expectations that proved testy. It was essential to keep the standards not so high that they were not attainable. Your creative power blossomed when you believed in it. Making your talent visible sometimes took a push from your faith. Staying reasonable about denial and guilt took you far. When you made the time for those you loved and your highest aspirations, life couldn't have been better!

Planets in actuality never really move backward, but can appear to do so. This is referred to as retrograde motion, and as you will read has special past life meaning surrounding a particular planet's symbolism. The following are planets that were moving retrograde at your birth with a description as to how this played out for you in other incarnations.

Venus Retrograde:

It was a repeating pattern that you had a challenge in learning how to pick out the best partners. This didn't come easily in past lives, but you did get a lot of practice. A need to step back and reflect about a person was what worked best in your past history. In other words taking the time to ascertain if you were in the right situation was a good idea. An instinct to keep rethinking about past partners was natural. There were some individuals very difficult to forget. Sometimes you grew obsessively attached.  Recognizing this tendency gave you a sense of sobering reality. Identifying what you were looking for in a partner proved wise as well. On the deepest of levels you truly enjoyed the sharing with someone that knew you on the most intimate levels. There was no veil really separating you from a soul mate. You worked hard on maintaining partnerships. It was the thrill of being in life promoting loves that gave you an exhilarating feeling.

Hopefully you have enjoyed your tour through this report. Remember that astrology's language is a great teacher. There are many other reports that you can explore.

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