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Past Lives Report
for
Diane Keaton
by Bernie Ashman
Introduction
Welcome to your Past Life
report. Whereas the birthchart is a symbolic road map describing your
current life, the Past Lives chart is a blueprint of your previous
incarnations. The pages that follow will help shed some light on themes
related to your past life instincts. First, let's talk about
reincarnation which is the belief that the current incarnation (as
depicted by our birthchart) is linked to the lives that we have
previously led. This collection of past influences points to particular
experiences you might encounter again so that you can further your
growth and fully develop your creative potential. These past impressions
go far in shaping many of our current thoughts and choices. There are
certain gifts a person seems to possess right out of the womb! It's as
though destiny or fate leads one to realize these attributes. Of course,
we still have to show ambition and make the effort in order to keep our
dreams alive. This report may give confirmation to talents that you
already know you have or open your eyes to ones that you have yet to
discover.
Our past lives are alive
and well in our consciousness. This may already be apparent to you. But
on the other hand, these experiences can lie beyond the threshold of our
conscious mind's awareness. What is doing the remembering, if our mind
isn't? Call it your soul, higher consciousness or whatever explanation
feels right to you.
Have you ever heard about
karma, that great law of cause and effect? An old timeless saying sums
up the whole process: "You reap what you sew." There are actions and
thoughts that defined us in other lives, or have guided us to where we
are in the present. They don't really exert any control over us. We have
freedom of choice. That's a strong message to remember when reading this
report.
Also, don't panic if you
read something that says you were not a perfect person. Nobody is in the
current one! Use the report as a learning tool. The idea is to keep
developing and evolving. It's balancing the cosmic rhythm of past and
present that presents each of us with a challenge. Do we respond
positively or negatively? With hope or doubt? Many of our tendencies are
linked to previous incarnations. Certain patterns have likely been by
our side over many lifetimes. As we grow and expand our awareness, it
becomes very possible to step beyond the trappings of past life baggage.
No doubt you will read
various sections that seem to contradict each other. Each could be true
about you. It's important to realize that many different dimensions of
ourselves live within us. Each of us is composed of memories from so
many past lives, combined with an assortment of ways we have learned to
deal with reality in this life, that make us complex beings. See which
descriptions ring true to you as you read through the following pages.
You will notice some traits described have a repeating theme.
I hope you find this
report an enjoyable ride into your past life instincts and thought
patterns. They are somewhere in your consciousness. Perhaps some of what
you read will strike a familiar chord. After all, these pages are all
about your past life loves, creative pursuits, adventures, travels,
highs and lows, over many lifetimes. Happy navigating!
The Past Life Chart Structure
Some technical
explanations about the Past Life chart (if you detest technical
discussions, then skip this paragraph and jump right into the report!).
The Ascendant in this chart starts with the sign on the cusp of the 12th
house, instead of the traditional method of using the sign on the 1st
house cusp, which is the sign rising on the eastern horizon at the time
of birth. Also, the Past Life birthchart houses are counted clockwise,
rather than the conventional way of counterclockwise. In other words,
since the 12th house becomes the Ascendant, the sign on the cusp of the
11th house now begins the 2nd house, etc., around the chart wheel. What
is considered the Ascendant or 1st house in the traditional chart
becomes the 12th in the Past Life chart. Your planets remain in the same
sign placements, but now occupy different houses, in this new chart. The
planets in signs are interpreted in your report from a past lives
perspective.
Something interesting to
consider in thinking of the houses in a clockwise direction, they are
actually now moving in the same direction as the Nodes of the Moon. As
you will read in the report the Moon's nodes are strong past life or
karmic points in a chart. Their retrograde motion is clockwise meaning
they share the same life biorhythms as the houses of the Past Life
chart. By traveling backward, or clockwise, through the houses, you are
being regressed back into a past life analysis. Enjoy your ride down
memory filled lanes!
The Passport
In this section are the first, middle and last names of your Past Lives
astrological identity, the Sun, Moon, and Past Lives Ascendant. Each of
these three building blocks will be discussed as to how they actively
shaped many of your former lives. But before you meet these three key
players, you will start your tour through memory lane with the North
Node of the Moon. The North Node contains a special message about what
was your overall life purpose. It was a constant rhythm pulsating in
your consciousness to keep you on target toward your true purposes. It
was a celestial compass trying to guide you to walk your talk with
greater clarity. So sit back, and enjoy reading your past lives primer.
Node in Gemini
You had a history of
moving in multiple directions simultaneously. One of your key impulses
was seeking ways to satisfy a curious mind. Your soul was normally
restless to reincarnate, not so much concerned with the final
objectives, as much as enjoying the life journey. The archetypal theme
for your destiny was to be a stimulating force. A crucial lesson was not
to get distracted from the main work to be done. Your mind couldn't help
but seek paths that kept you from getting bored. Keeping your life
exciting was as important to you as pragmatic realities. Losing your
focus was when you had to develop concentration and discipline.
When you became too
mundane, it was a normal occurrence that the gypsy within reminded you
that it was time to find adventure. A trickster was that all roads led
to Rome. Procrastination resulted. Finding a way to balance an
insatiable hunt for knowledge while staying focused was a key to
fulfillment. You required more on your mental plate than most in your
incarnations. People and places awakened a spirit of adventure. Without
this, you didn't feel quite right, like something important was missing.
The path felt more complete when you gave yourself the freedom to keep
the doors opened that led to eclectic knowledge and exhilarating
opportunity.
Node in 5th house
What types of activities
did you participate in that furthered your soul growth? Finding creative
outlets big enough to express your vitality was essential. If you held
back your inventiveness, you lacked the gusto to manifest your talents.
A common concern was "how can I get my ability noticed?" When you didn't
try to steam roll your desires over the needs of others, you managed to
stay out of karma's way. What sorts of experiences motivated you?
Falling in love was a big one! It always took you out of your worries.
Another one was getting a chance to demonstrate your capability. When
people showered you with attention, it gave you an extra boost. If you
became too eccentric or egocentric, eventually your momentum came to a
crashing halt. A youthful spirit that energized others was part of your
past. When you let others feel free to reach their own potentials, this
kept you on track as much as not giving your support alienated those
trying to love you. Somewhere, always hiding in the caverns of your
memory banks was a heart-filled generosity instinct mixed with a tinge
of rebelliousness and independence. When using this wisely and timely,
life was colored with a unique eye for progressive trends and a way of
sniffing out those trails leading to reinventing yourself.
Sun: Creativity, Ego,
Self-expression
Sun in Capricorn:
The sign of Capricorn, the
goat, lighted the early-winter astrological skies at your birth into
this life. Let's explore what significance this had in regard to your
past lives. In traditional astrology the keyword phrase for Capricorn is
"I build". You had a repeating pattern tied to ambition. Slowly and
methodically putting together a plan for success was a regular theme.
You were usually someone seeking the structure that allowed you to feel
secure. Change wasn't really a welcome sight in past incarnations unless
you were the one controlling it.
Archetypes for Capricorn
include the leader, authority figure and self-reliant one. You normally
attracted responsibility early in life. The sooner you realized that you
couldn't always be in control, the happier you were.
The cosmic principle at
work through many of your past incarnations was a reality oriented mind.
This doesn't mean you never had a good time. You didn't trust
possibility as much as the definite. Leadership roles influenced you to
get good at managing your time. It was less stressful when you learned
how to delegate. People tended to trust that you would do a job with
conscientious effort. You found ego strength through gaining respect for
the commitment you put into whatever roles you chose. Fear of failure
was the greatest shadow. It held you back a time or two. You came into
this life solarized through a sign promoting focus. This was a theme
that ran throughout your incarnations and was a key to self-mastery. It
was when you acted with flexibility and even a teaspoon of vulnerability
that good fortune smiled upon you.
Sun in 10th house
You had solar power plus,
pouring into your professional and leadership roles in past lives.
Attracting responsibility was a strong pattern. Defining yourself
clearly was an innate drive. Working with the public occurred often.
Your creative vitality became energized when your ability was
recognized. A steady and persistent effort took you far. You had a fine
reputation for being committed to doing a good job. Pride in taking on
difficult challenges was shown. Being a good manager of time came in
handy.
If there was a challenge
it was being a workaholic and becoming too controlling. You weren't the
best at delegating. People loving you wished you made the same time for
them you made for work. Also, you could become very demanding. When you
learned how to more tactfully ask for what you needed, you got better
results. Learning how to play was good for your health and
relationships. The leader and entrepreneur shined brightly through you.
People commonly referred to you as a take charge type. Getting too
attached to success and failure was a trap. You suffered depressions
when you had severe setbacks. The embarrassment of losing was too much
to handle. You had to find the strength to move forward and see all was
not necessarily lost. Adaptability and flexibility helped. Your
self-expression was very focused. A pragmatic mind-set guided you to
mostly bet on sure things. You found fulfillment through celebrating
time-tested commitments.
Moon: Sense of
Security, Roots, Feelings
Moon in Aquarius:
You were lunarized at
birth through the sign of Aquarius. What does this say about your past
life tendencies? An instinctual urge for freedom followed you from one
incarnation to another. The family ancestries in past lives were linked
by inventive minds.
Your inner landscapes were
colored by a futuristic vision that occasionally made it difficult to
accept how slow the present could move. People found you either aloof or
brilliant. You could be unpredictable which either made you seem
intriguing or unreliable. You were often a free thinker with progressive
ideas. You were exposed to unusual or refreshing ideas early in life.
You liked beating to your own drum. You tended to rebel against
authority and tried to change institutions you felt to be repugnant.
Your ideas could be trend setting. Friendship was something you greatly
valued. Even lovers were enjoyed more when becoming friends. New
technologies got the best of your curiosity.
You preferred to live in
locations that offered much mental stimulation and excitement. You
detested boredom. Almost as much did you not like those lacking original
thinking. The individualist in you found its way into your work and
love. You were not easy to get close to when you wanted your space.
Closeness and distance constantly vied for control. A lack of direction
and goals brought disorientation. Too much intellect and little feeling
created a dry existence. Your subconscious called to you to seek
independence and to choose those directions that kept you mentally
invigorated.
Moon in 10th house
You had intuitive power
when it came to figuring out ambition. You instinctually knew which
roles would best define you. This didn't mean you always liked your
jobs. As a matter of fact the "fickle finger of fate" pointed at you to
assume more responsibility than you wanted. Your dreams at times were
put on hold to satisfy the needs of others. Family depended on you
heavily. Being a caretaker was customary. In some lives you got into
trouble by becoming too dependent on those you loved.
Home was where you derived
a sense of power and meaning. Solitude was something you guarded as it
helped you to get recharged. Your moods ranged between sullen to an
occasional tone of celebration. Taking life in stride was your motto.
Striving for success needed to be kept in perspective. You did have
great focus. An inner need to find projects and professions worthy of
your time was a reality. You were serious about not failing, which drove
you to work hard. Becoming a workaholic was a way of escaping from what
you didn't want to face. You did risk depression if becoming too
devastated by not living up to expectations of authority figures or your
own preconceived ideas. You liked the business world, especially
initiating new ventures. Experiences were favorites supporting your need
to find stable employment and that made you feel centered.
Ascendant: Persona,
Identity, Calling Card
Libra on Ascendant:
With the sign Libra as
your Past Lives Ascendant, a social flair usually colored your
incarnations. You frequently felt a need to find a special soul mate in
life. People generally found you to be a gregarious type. You were a
romantic. A diplomatic ability was readily available to you. The
instincts to weigh right and wrong were with you. Indecision was a
repeating pattern. A tendency to be too compromising got you into
trouble. When you didn't look for too much of yourself in another
person, life was more fulfilling. Others viewed you to be a smooth
operator. You were in the habit of making friends with people from a
wide array of backgrounds. You typically looked out at the world through
eyes that sought meaningful relationships. Sharing your ideas with
others was a way to stay mentally clear and objective.
The Quest
Mercury: Communication, Perceptions and Logic
Mercury in Sagittarius
You were Mercurialized at
birth through the sign of Sagittarius pointing to enthusiastic mental
impulses in past lives. Your communication style was often blunt and to
the point.
You did get into hot water
by promising more than you could deliver. Decision-making wasn't that
difficult, unless you were presented with too many options. You didn't
like choosing, if it meant eliminating something you really wanted to
do. Learning and education were tickets out of limiting circumstances.
The traveler in you was instantly activated. Restlessness did make
concentration a challenge. When you discovered the life directions that
elevated you the most, your attention spans grew by leaps and bounds.
Communication and travel played major roles in your work.
A broad philosophy about
life served you better than when you became to narrow in focus.
Two-faced individuals really bothered you, as you liked those speaking
the truth. Writing was a talent in at least one life. Luck usually came
in bunches when you needed it the most. Your mental outlook was brighter
when you had enough interesting experiences on your plate and when you
had more than one plan to inspire you.
Mercury in 11th house
Your perceptions moved
unpredictability, which was the way you liked it! Progressive thinkers
excited your brain synapses into sheer electrical delight. You
inventively looked out at the world, trying to determine the doors
opening to new discoveries. Your mind insightfully could size up
situations. You lived somewhere between the traditional and
unconventional worlds, not always certain where you belonged.
Experimental inclinations were strong, unless you feared the
consequences. Rebellious thinking emanated from you when disgusted with
institutions backward in their ideologies. When you became too eccentric
people weren't sure what to do with you.
Communication with those
you loved and admired was a joy. You were aloof when hiding your
feelings. You did like a wide assortment of acquaintances because you
had knowledge about a vast array of subjects. You had a way of shocking
people when saying what was on your mind. You liked surprising others
and being surprised by new information. You were selective in picking
and choosing what needed to be considered a priority. You didn't care to
be bogged down by tedious details. Life directions that contained a
multiplicity of options were desirable. Perhaps most of all you thrived
on the freedom to fly your own way.
Venus: Relationships,
Values, Comfort.
Venus in Capricorn
With the love goddess
adorning you through the sign of Capricorn at birth, you have come from
past lives where you searched for solid, dependable lovers. Many people
experienced you as symbolizing pragmatism and self-motivation. Your
social instincts were shaded with a hue of acting reserved and formal.
The ideal soul mate needed
to have well-defined pursuits and a plan for success. You were attracted
to lovers that were focused and somewhat self-reliant. After getting to
know a person, you could lighten up quickly. You sometimes waited to see
what an individual's true intentions were. You preferred well-defined
relationships. There were certain traditions that you valued and wanted
respected. You could act mature, beyond your years. You took
responsibility seriously. It was when others acted irresponsibly that
you became angry. You grew emotionally cold if severely disappointed by
love. It was an innate drive not to fail that usually got you back on
the right track. Being flexible was a test as was not having to be in
control.
Money, ownership, and
power were not games to you. You valued what you worked hard to buy. You
found great self-worth in your achievements. You liked receiving
recognition. Mutual respect meant everything to you. Your romantic
fulfillment depended on you and a mate showing a degree of flexibility
and reaching a reassuring level of trust.
Venus in 10th house
You were serious when
interacting socially, usually with a plan in mind. Being spontaneous
when meeting people took a little warm up time. You were a stabilizing
force in relationships, getting others to better define what they
wanted. Ambitious individuals attracted you as much as your own get down
to business ways brought you into their sphere. You were hard working. A
willingness to pay your dues to achieve your desired milestones was
apparent.
Some accused you of being
too rigid, whereas you described this as extreme focus. Your peers saw
you as reliable and at times solid as a rock. You had to watch out for a
tendency in trying to please everyone. Being decisive was a wiser path.
Another tendency was to sacrifice your comfort for a compulsive work
streak. Balancing your ambition and relaxation was a must. You
appreciated the celebration of milestones. When individuals honored your
wisdom you felt valued. Assisting those you loved to better determine
their strengths meant a lot to you.
Mars: Assertion,
Courage, Identity
Mars in Cancer
What would a warrior
planet in the watery sign of Cancer mean regarding your past lives? You
fought hard for and with, those you truly cared about. Moods could erupt
from smooth ocean waters to the size of a tidal wave without much
notice. You kept a lot on the inside. It was better when you learned how
to externalize your feelings. Anger made you feel uncomfortable, as it
was unsettling. Yet, at the same time, it was healing to let your needs
be known. Your initiating impulse was ignited when your sense of
security was in doubt. Preserving a safe atmosphere got you to go to war
if necessary. A competitive spirit was launched when it came to
surviving a crisis. You could reach back for the inner strength to
rebound from losing a home, career and occasionally even family members
due to a catastrophe.
Your identity was attached
to getting support from those you loved and living in a location that
accelerated your growth potential. Your roots presented a dilemma in
some incarnations. Why? You found yourself trying to live up to
expectations of parents. It forced you to choose the best path to
happiness, which meant you couldn't please everyone all of the time.
When you moved guided by the clarity of your intuition, there were fewer
steps needing to be retraced and life sent you clear clues as to which
roads really took you to fulfillment.
Mars in 4th house
You took initiative when
it came to preserving your sense of security. Your adrenaline got
pumping when you saw ways to ensure your safety, and that of those you
cared about. A competitive side came forward when you refused to be held
back by either authority figures, or people thinking you didn't know how
to take care of yourself. Fighting to defend your home or most cherished
possessions was a repeating theme. What made you become territorial?
That's an easy one to answer. You didn't permit just anyone to invade
your privacy! Home was sacred whether you lived in a teepee, houseboat
or a large estate. You needed your own cave from which to draw strength.
Your emotions could be deep, but well hidden from plain sight.
Impatience was more the
result of mood swings that could suddenly appear with no advance notice.
You had to learn how not to take your troubles out on those living with
you. Having plenty to do outside of the home helped channel your
energies productively. Assertiveness sometimes made you uncomfortable.
There was a reserved side of you that made you harder to get to know.
Though when you grew comfortable with someone you became more open. You
were not the most decisive when becoming too dependent on others. Anger
was shown when you felt as though others took your support for granted
or when you received little in return.
Jupiter: Knowledge,
Expansion, Philosophy, Travel
Jupiter in Libra
Having Jupiter, the planet
of good fortune, in the sign of Libra indicates you were excited by the
people connections you made. You were a net-worker, whether living in a
small medieval hamlet or a modern metropolis. Making up your mind was
the biggest challenge. Knowledge was your ticket to a more promising
tomorrow. You chose to expand your potential through a wide assortment
of friends. A positive attitude guided you to meet the right individuals
and to move into stimulating social circles. You sometimes tried too
hard to please others, rather than pleasing yourself. Meeting lovers
gave your creative expression a boost. When you perceived who was the
right type of romantic partner, you experienced less disappointment.
Your belief in others brought out their best. It was your overconfidence
in some individuals that got you into trouble. Conflict bothered you, so
you liked to resolve differences quickly. You were a strong believer in
fairness and ethics. You felt luckier when you followed your own
instincts toward the life paths that spoke to you for exploration. When
maintaining a broad perspective you missed out on less of life's beauty
and found the doors to opportunities ready to be opened.
Jupiter in 1st house
A positive and
enterprising outlook influenced you to act on hunches. Occasionally you
noticed that it was been better if you were cautious before you leaped.
Then again, it was your natural way to gallivant without worry about
consequences of your choices. Spontaneity made you feel free. When you
didn't rush to judgment, you were more trouble free. Also, it was best
when you didn't exaggerate your ability. Travel was exhilarating and
opened your eyes to wider possibilities. It was what your life might
become that often interested you more than it was in the now. Boldness
in expressing your beliefs attracted attention. You could be very
persuasive when communicating your version of the truth. Luck smiled
favorably upon you when making the effort to turn those doorknobs
requiring extra strength. Good fortune didn't come through sitting back
and waiting for it to be served.
The Journey
Saturn: Ambition, Seriousness, Focus, Responsibility
Saturn in Cancer
Ambition came intuitively
and gradually, says your past lives history, with Saturn placed in the
cautious sign Cancer. Discipline was often understood intuitively.
Accepting responsibility early happened more than occasionally. Loyalty
to, and from family, was a serious belief. You liked a home that
provided privacy and was in some respects a type of sanctuary from the
world. Your family and private life were depended upon greatly for
emotional support. Your greatest fear was a sense of insecurity. It
sometimes drove you too far in proving yourself and to put too much time
into activities you really cared little about. When you were reasonable
in living up to what others expected, you found greater contentment.
A karmic shadow was a fear
of being alone. When you managed to wriggle out of this pattern, you
enjoyed the moment more. You often defined yourself through professions
that served the community, and as someone with a sincere desire to
become a stabilizing force for those depending on you.
Saturn in 4th house
What was your main focus?
It was with your sense of security. Knowing which experiences were truly
buttering your bread with self-preservation was a driving force. You
consistently asked at crucial points during an incarnation: how can I
establish deep roots? Home gave you a feeling of control and being
needed. Rigidity regarding a fear of vulnerability sometimes produced
karmic woes. The antidote was greater flexibility in this area, that is,
when you were determined not to repeat the same old lessons needing to
be learned. You were a private sort, and sometimes too much so. People
sensed you were conscientious, but not openly warm as a rule. You
expected dedication and could reach out to help those you really cared
about.
A shadow was either a fear
of being alone or a dread of getting close to someone. Finding the
midpoint between these two extremes was a challenge. Clear definition of
emotional boundaries was a challenge. You really valued privacy. You
needed to learn not to take family and your most trusted allies for
granted. A major redefining that was associated with becoming inwardly
strong and self-reliant occurred regularly in lifetimes. A location that
offered you prosperity was sought. Wisdom came in recognizing how much
responsibility for others was reasonable to accept.
Uranus: Individuality,
Goals, Uniqueness, Freedom
Uranus in Gemini
You had a tendency to
think excitedly about future goals, indicates having Uranus in the sign
Gemini. Your mind did switch to fast forward when talking about ideas
and when getting an opportunity to learn new information. Communication
was an arena that you knew well. You had unique insights into situations
that often outreached others. It wasn't always easy to fit into
traditional social norms as you often had a foot in unconventional
thinking. You had laser-like perceptions that could cut through to
original material quickly. You sometimes had a rebellious streak due to
feeling unaccepted by the status quo.
Inventiveness was readily
at your fingertips. Moving in more than one direction simultaneously
made some heads spin, but delighted your own. You became aloof when not
trusting others. Maintaining a sense of direction kept you from getting
lost while experimenting with the multiple road maps you had operating
and allowed you to better catch a relaxing breath in the midst of
dealing with life's paradoxes.
Uranus in 5th house
In what way were you
unconventional? It was how you went about expressing yourself
creatively. Spontaneous outbursts of energy attracted attention. A
futuristic vision came alive when you felt motivated to reinvent
yourself through showing the world your newfound talents. Your goals
were a key ingredient in keeping you young and full of vitality. A sense
of direction was paramount to your success. It gave you self-confidence
to keep on trucking in spite of the obstacles. Your romances were fast
and furious. You didn't really enjoy long-term commitments unless you
had a long leash. Freedom to answer to nobody was your preference. You
did try to modify this when you fell in love or needed to get along with
authority figures, though it was a test. You rebelled against anyone
trying to label your potential. Being able to walk your talk by
listening to your own drumbeat was a must. Stimulation occurred in the
midst of promoting ideas and actions that made you feel proud. In not
being able to compromise or growing suddenly willful you met a real
test. Unorthodox approaches made it hard for you to fit in. You weren't
real flexible. Communication breakdowns did cause your relationships a
few ups and downs. You were inventive ferociously. The trick was getting
disciplined. When you did have the focus, you usually found success.
Neptune: Idealism,
Romanticism, Intuition, Dreams, Escapism
Neptune in Libra
You believed in ideals
that symbolized fairness and justice for all. Your idealism was awakened
through the individuals believing in you, and the ones you admired.
Talents in the arts were shown in several lives. You liked individuals
possessing diplomacy and tact. Stress annoyed you if lasting too long.
Denying there was any problems never resolved anything. Romance was a
great calling. Love was almost a religion. You liked exotic partners and
those willing to move quickly in an atmosphere of celebration. Falling
in love with a lack of reality testing was not in your best interest.
A major challenge was in
defining the boundaries between you and others. Guilt made you feel too
responsible for a person's troubles. Wearing rose colored glasses
painted false first impressions of individuals, letting you see what
only you chose to perceive. There were times when you could see right
into the soul of someone. When you were honest with yourself, you
gravitated to the right peers and lovers. You wanted from the deepest
part of your soul to get opportunities to express your gifts and to find
a special someone that recognized the true you. You found transcendental
growth through not trying to overly please others, and by having the
faith to proceed ahead with your most determined effort.
Neptune in 2nd house
In what way were you extra
intuitive? It was in regard to beauty and comfort. You were infatuated
with each of them equally. It's not that every lifetime was filled with
luxury and lavish ownership. You naturally tuned into serenity. You
became mesmerized in wanting wealth or pleasure. Your idealism made you
determined to find adequate outlets for cherished plans. There were
times when you lost resources through unclear boundaries and in trusting
the wrong people.
It was a test to feel
grounded when you let go of the stabilizing things. Though you could be
as solid as a rock when feeling the inspiration of your beliefs. Your
spirituality brought you great abundance whether in gold or emotional
fulfillment. You operated with great clarity when motivated by a drive
to share your belongings with others. Love uplifted your self-esteem. It
made you feel quite valuable. What was the biggest challenge? In staying
away from a poverty consciousness. You felt not deserving, or guilty, in
regard to the good things life had to offer. Faith transformed your
denial into a passionate search for uplifting meaning. You searched for
a purpose that deepened your resolve for inner peace.
Pluto: Personal Power,
Self-mastery, Rebirth, Loss, Passion
Pluto in Leo
Empowering yourself
through creative risk-taking was a past lives tendency. A strong drive
to make your plans ring true was forever pulsating through you. Finding
pride through giving birth to ideas was a regular pattern. Cheering and
promoting emanated from you loudly. You shined brightly with charisma
when your accomplishments were recognized. Your enthusiasm often swept
people into believing in you. Growing too attached to what you loved was
an occasional downfall. Maintaining some objective distance from lovers
and your creations made you easier to like.
There was a shadow. What
was it? A fear of losing. When your skin toughened up enough to at least
accept a small dose of rejection, you didn't suffer as much. You could
fight endlessly to make others accept your proposals and deals. In the
end, you had to decide which battles to wage. In some incarnations you
actually lacked the confidence to be successful. Therefore, in this
latter case you had to find ways to allow the talent to develop.
Self-mastery was discovered through allowing authentic self-expression
beam brightly from you. You found rebirth or a sense of renewal when
listening to your heart, rather than the fear of your self-doubt.
Pluto in 3rd house
How did you go about
seeking personal empowerment? You believed that information was power.
So you fed your mind as many facts as it could hold. A renewed sense of
purpose was discovered through overcoming negative thinking. You were a
curious sort, wanting to know why people thought the way they did. You
had great determination not to let anyone or anything interfere with
your freedom of speech. What made you nervous were unexpected events
that caught you off guard. You liked to have time to prepare for a
change. A powerful self-examination manifested when you lost your mental
clarity. A compulsive urge to question your own reasoning power got you
to ask thought provoking questions. A shadow frequently followed you
into incarnations associated with becoming stuck in worn-out thought
patterns, infringing upon your flexibility. Altering certain limiting
perceptions freed your intellect, allowing a new revitalized you to be
born.
Footnotes
You have already been introduced to the ten planets. Certain planetary
pairs in your chart have a special relationship to one another due to
particular angular distances separating them, known as aspects. You
could say the two planets in an aspect travel and interact together
along the same circuit. The following aspects will be listed under five
types. Two are known as the soft aspects: the sextile (60 degrees) and
trine (120 degrees). These two aspects generally point to more gentle
themes, and therefore will describe past life trends that went very well
for you. They indicate a lower voltage of electricity and produced less
friction in your mind and through your actions. The planets involved in
a trine or sextile are more likely to talk about areas where you flowed
without much effort.
The more hard or intense
aspects are the conjunction (0 degrees), square (90 degrees) and
opposition (180 degrees). They required your best understanding in past
lives. Planets that are part of an intense aspect you will notice often
indicate lessons that must be learned, and follow us from one
incarnation into another until we get them in balance. These higher
voltage aspects don't mean the planets operated negatively, only that
there was much more force behind them. "Soft" does not mean good and
"intense" does not imply bad. It is often the more intense aspects that
deepen our soul growth, that is, if we learn how to use their power
wisely. If we don't it's like taking one step forward and three back.
It might be helpful to
keep some keywords in mind for the aspects. The sextile represents
Excitation and Eagerness. The planets in this aspect give clues as to
how their energies worked in a stimulating way through you. The trine is
a special Harmony. The two planets involved show you were confident of
their interacting energies. The conjunction is where two planets are
joined at the hip. There is a Fusion or powerful blending of these
energies. The square can reveal where you encountered Friction. Pay
special attention to these aspects in particular because they denote
themes that are strong past patterns. Squares ask us to resolve their
conflict by finding creative outlets. The opposition requires a
Balancing act. It is similar to a seesaw. Gaining objective awareness
about each planet is a key. Remember, it was usually the most intense
aspects that stretched you the most in past lives.
Moon trine Neptune
Dreamy. Yes, you were
someone that could sit and fantasize about the ideal lover and life. A
fondness for what came without many hassles was your way. An attraction
to the unattainable did one of two things. It either made you an idle
dreamer or caused you to express your highest values. Reaching for the
moon didn't always leave you empty handed.
Moon oppose Pluto
You approached
relationships carefully, not really opening up until long after meeting
someone. Confidantes were carefully selected and tested for their
trustworthiness regularly. You did form deep bonds with that special
someone. However, there were always a few secrets. People found you
mysterious, not easy to get to know. You liked figuring out what made
others tick. You had deep inner strength, guided by a powerful
intuition. An awareness of life's mysterious forces found birth, as you
grew comfortable with your roles. Partnerships experienced power
struggles. Relationships had a way of testing your psyche to the limits.
Betrayal was the thing that hurt the most. When you did trust a lover,
you were committed right to the end. Finding your own sense of power was
crucial to being happy.
Moon trine Ascendant
People liked the calm way
you dealt with change. You had strong feelings, but they didn't
interfere with your responding clearly. It was the way you made others
feel accepted that made you a real hit. You were an inspirational force
in the lives of those you believed in. You perhaps didn't put your needs
first enough of the time, but felt the reward of making those you loved
feel special.
Sun conjunct Venus
Relationships played a
major role in your life. Being in love made you feel alive. Finding
someone willing to let you be yourself was essential. Perhaps the
biggest challenge was decisiveness. An attraction to exotic lovers
didn't necessarily mean they were the right matches. It was a desire to
share your life with a special soul mate that in the end was what added
longevity to your romances. Equally important was finding a person with
values you could relate to. Over indulgence in the good things on life's
plate had to be watched.
Sun oppose Saturn
You took your commitments
to people seriously. Decisive individuals appealed to you. Controlling
individuals tried to make you into who you weren't. You were better
loved when letting those closest to you express their ideas openly. A
reserved nature was dominant until warming up to social situations.
Spontaneous individuals either loosened you up or made you nervous. Your
sense of obligation was strong. A work assignment was done intensely as
you were sensitive about having a good reputation. If you leaned too
much on others your dependency needs were out of balance. It wasn't
always so good if you tried to take the lead in all situations. Trusting
that others could perform as well as you lightened your load. Sadness or
depression over failed romances did occur. Rejection was a sensitive
issue. You were better off when realizing that life wasn't always fair
and that love was a learning experience.
Sun square Neptune
You depended heavily on
the inspiration of your idealism. Romance and creative aspirations were
the motivating forces, and in a big way! You experienced great conflict
when those thinking you to be confused met your dreams with resistance.
Emotions ran hot and cold. You had more success when accepting life
wasn't perfect, and it was okay that everyday living got a little messy.
Your reality book wasn't the same one that everyone else used. This
didn't strike you as true immediately. Eventually you started to see
that there were certain paths you would take that few would understand.
If you went too far out there, occasionally you lost your way. Changing
the world to meet your specifications was a desire. You pushed your
beliefs systems, at times too forcefully. You fell in and out of love
with individuals and aspirations quickly. When you found the life
directions that made your strongest statement, you tended to settle
down. Escapism resulted only when the world seemed to be a disappointing
place. Reality testing did help you get back to a warm place in the sun.
Sun conjunct Midheaven
You had a rich past in
finding roles that gave you a great sense of confidence. Being a
promoter in one form or another did occur. Leadership was destined in
one lifetime after another. If you didn't let your ego get too attached
to becoming famous, you were more benevolent. When you were less
inclined to being too controlling and bossy, there was less resistance
to your authority. Power was often in your hands. Work was something
you enjoyed as long as it wasn't being imposed on you. A strong
willfulness was a trait, influencing you to have your own way. When
there was praise for your accomplishments you were high as a kite.
Criticism almost felt like a betrayal. Struggles with authority figures
happened when you no longer shared the same plan for success. Having
control over what you owned and your most heartfelt strategies put you
at ease. You did need to watch out for dedicating your whole life to
work. A serious drive to success was a reality.
Sun square Ascendant
You didn't exactly find
the world ready for your creativity. However, this doesn't mean you
weren't successful. It's just saying that at times you had to exert
great will power. Knowing when you were getting too pushy kept you out
of trouble. When you lacked ego strength, it was due to little
confidence. Lovers and friends when acting as cheerleaders got you
going. Trying too hard to be liked didn't get the results you desired.
You had great stamina when competing. Losing wasn't really an option
when you were on top of your game. People trying to change you met with
resistance. You were better liked when allowing those closest to you be
themselves. You grew in strength when tuning into your inner power as it
proved stronger than forcing the world to accommodate you.
Mercury oppose Node
You
liked knowing individuals from many walks of life. Why? Because it
helped you see the world from different perspectives. There was an
interest in learning a wide variety of skills. You believed in being
prepared for whatever came your way. Negativity was an Achilles heel.
Your self-doubt talked you out of opportunities. When you had clear
mental objectivity, you walked down many successful roads. Your ease in
perceiving others was a trusty tool. There were a few people determined
to create you according to their own needs. If giving into them, you did
get real confused. Finding partners thinking along the same mental
frequencies made life easier. The key in an incarnation to happiness was
often being able to separate out the little worries from the bigger
picture. When traveling somewhere in the middle, you found fulfillment.
Venus square Neptune
You expected the world to
fulfill your dreams. It often did! When it didn't, you sometimes ran
toward escapism. You had a romantic drive to find those lovers sharing
your same dreaminess. What you didn't count on was meeting someone not
able to live up to the beauty you knew was in him or her. When you did
find a special soul mate, much was accomplished together. You often had
the blessing of the muses in the arts. You were usually born with a
special flair to intuitively be quite creative. Your emotions were
tested greatly by love and the people you cared about the most. It was
your faith in your values and a higher power that got you through the
tough times. When you refused to look within for answers, you were
miserable. Life was generous in that when you developed inner strength
your ideals found expression. The trick was modifying the extremes.
Maintaining a stable lifestyle was better for your physical and
psychological health.
Venus oppose Node
Relationships either made
you feel wonderful or miserable. There wasn't as much middle ground as
you would have liked. Finding individuals not trying to live their life
through you, and watching this same tendency to project talents onto
partners, was crucial to happiness. You attracted lovers like honey does
a bee. Partnerships were valued as you needed input in the decision
making process. You liked the stimulating ideas people could offer. You
normally found a soul mate. It was in the stars that when you were
looking through perceptions more influenced by a search for meaning than
irrational fear, the right opportunities appeared.
Venus conjunct
Midheaven
Being in the spotlight was
a regular occurrence. Trying too hard to receive approval was a
challenge. Being yourself was the key. A determination to be a success
was a strong drive. Indecision sometimes plagued you. You found it less
stressful to learn to live with your choices. Partnerships had a
stabilizing effect on you.
Venus square Ascendant
You liked to be in the
limelight. The actor or actress was part of your self-expression. A
craving for attention did put stress on your partnerships. Your values
often clashed with certain partners. It was when you compromised too
easily that you suffered the most in the end. You squandered money
mostly when you were unhappy with love and feeling frustrated with
limiting circumstances. When learning how to take things less personally
you did not get as distracted from your life aims. You eventually
noticed that decisiveness was better than endlessly sitting on the
fence.
Mars square Jupiter
Your actions tended to
draw strong reactions. Waiting for just the right time wasn't your way.
Too much confidence made you take chances that defied the odds.
Sometimes you won anyway, and there were times you lost big. Gambling
was in your blood. Playing it safe never entered your mind. Senseless
arguing without any clear purpose wasted a lot of time and energy. You
got your best mileage out of this one when you were moving toward a
purpose. It was then that you had amazing energy to pour into your
favorite interests. Exaggerating your potential was not so wise. People
believed in you when living up to your promises. Restlessness was
immense. You traveled and studied ferociously to stay preoccupied.
Mars conjunct Saturn
Getting along with
authority figures was usually a great test. Being assertive ran in the
extremes. In some lives you were geared more toward not being very
direct. Yet, in others, you were quite aggressive. Somewhere in the
middle was where you needed to be! Fear either pushed you to move
forward or stopped you frozen in your tracks. Learning how to take that
first small step toward accomplishing something was perhaps the biggest
challenge. Discipline and focus came after finding those interests that
you deemed worthy of your time. You weren't sure how to deal with anger.
But you felt better when getting things off of your chest. Trying to
control others by making them fear you never brought them closer. Though
when you wanted someone to be afraid of your bark rather than your bite,
you knew how to do it.
Jupiter square Saturn
Happy one day and sad the
next. This was a pattern in some lives. You lived in extremes. Finding
that place in between great joy and sober reality was the challenge. You
had high expectations. Authority figures clashed with your optimism. You
needed to be careful not to automatically dash someone else's hopes and
dreams with negativity. The work world got you to pin many of your
dreams on it. This worked fine when you were a success. It was
depressing when you failed. Having beliefs that sustained you in the
lean seasons was paramount in importance. You had a conflict when you
dreadfully feared losing. Taking small clear steps toward a plan often
delivered the best results. Not taking yourself so seriously helped.
Learning to live in the moment rather than making delayed gratification
your god opened the door to happiness. Becoming disciplined with an
understanding that enjoying the journey was just as important as the
result saved you!
Jupiter trine Node
Taking the road less
traveled was an inner calling. You were the eternal optimist in
believing that bad times would eventually turn to good. Somewhere within
you there was a sixth sense that all experiences were temporary. This
didn't make you so ambitious, but gave you a positive framework from
which to build. Your vision was so uplifting it attracted attention.
Faith made the journey enlivening. When you did find wealth, whether
financial or in terms of love, you tried to share what you were
receiving. If you grew too complacent life's magic waned. Though if you
dared to keep dreaming, the universe delivered its gifts, over and over
again.
Uranus trine Ascendant
You had ideas that were
ahead of your time, but chose not to act on many of them. Why? Because
you didn't want to be so disruptive. You had a knack for tuning into
future trends.
Neptune square Midheaven
Creating your own
standards of perfection turned out better than trying to please everyone
else. You were at your unhappiest when letting other's critiquing get
you down. Sensitivity made you intuitive, but afraid to display your
wares. Your idealism was so large it made accepting reality not so
easy. When in love with a person or a higher power, you had relentless
energy. Facing your personal issues turned out better than running from
them.
Neptune conjunct Ascendant
You have already been a
mystic, healer, poet, artist and shaman. A yearning to fulfill your
dreams followed you from one life right into another. You had intuitive
gifts. But when the skeptic in you took over, they were as dormant as
could be. Muse energy was readily available. Guilt and denial were the
major shadows. When not overly giving into these tendencies, life was
more harmonious. Romance was an inspiring force, that is, unless you
were confused by your feelings. Believing in your ability was the key
challenge.
Midheaven oppose Node
Your weren't one to let
anyone stop you from realizing your full potential. There was a dilemma
though when it came to balancing your need for intimacy and closeness
with that of a profession. You had some tough decisions to make
regarding these two areas. In some lives you felt the need to have
strong support systems in place and valued a stable home environment.
There were incarnations when you managed to have both or simply were
happy in choosing one over the other. The trickiest times were when you
wanted both but keeping them was testy. Another theme worth mentioning
was that you attracted responsibility and had to be careful in choosing
your commitments wisely. Running from them made problems worse. You
preferred to be in control rather than having to answer to others.
Authority figures got on your nerves if they didn't respect your
decisions. You could be quite the family person and yet be totally
dedicated to a career. Finding the middle ground between the two was the
key to happiness.
Just as the Ascendant in
the Passport section that began this report was described as a sign
serving a special purpose, each of the other eleven houses has a sign
that helps define its meaning. What follows is a trip through each of
the other past lives houses or environments to give you a view of
additional characteristics. First are listed the keywords for each
house.
2nd House: Comfort,
values, money, ownership.
Virgo on 2nd house:
You were somewhat of a
worrier when it came to not believing enough in abundance. This kept you
in limiting situations. Finding the faith to make changes gave you a new
sense of vitality. A desire for a sense of order was something you
valued, as was pragmatism. Allowing your intuition to find a voice gave
you greater peace of mind. Staying focused on objectives without
worrying about final outcomes made you more productive.
3rd House: Perceptions,
learning, communication, insight.
Leo on 3rd house:
Nobody accused you of
being shy. You spoke your mind, and rather bluntly. You speech commanded
attention. Putting ideas into action was your motto. You liked to hear
yourself talk! Some people feared you if you became too bossy. Your
colorful ideas could capture the interest of someone. Your attention
span wasn't always long. An exception was when you were quite interested
in the topic or perceived it was a means to getting your ends
accomplished. You promised more than was humanly possible. A risk-taker
you were. You only got into hot water when betting way over your head. A
competitive mind with a feisty sense of confidence was often displayed.
4th House: Home,
security, nurturing, roots.
Cancer on 4th house:
Home was a sanctuary. As
a matter of fact, you probably were quite particular about where you
lived. Family life was a central focus. This doesn't mean you were not
concerned about other areas. Your work life was greatly fueled by the
support from loved ones. Even when you were a rogue, making long
journeys, you still enjoyed having a roost to return to. Your emotions
were intense. It was essential not to live with people that upset your
mental and emotional equilibrium for extended periods of time. Solitude
was a way to reclaim your own energies. You preferred to miss people
once in a while. It was not easy to let go of the past. When you were
able to integrate the past and present life seemed happier and more
fulfilling. Balanced dependency needs were a key to happiness.
5th House:
Self-expression, creativity, confidence, romance, risk-taking.
Gemini on 5th house:
Creative mental power
defined you. Exaggerating the facts was the shadow here. Growing too
attached to your ideas made them too hard for others to swallow. Your
self-confidence made people want to believe in you. You excelled in
broadcasting a message that influenced people to agree with you. An
attraction to lovers with outgoing natures was a pattern. A special joy
was found when someone matched you intellectually. You enjoyed traveling
with a lover and sharing a wealth of ideas. An independent mind
described you. Investing in a long shot was not out of question, though
it was wise to look before you leaped. Staying focused was a challenge
if you went into too many directions.
6th House: Learning
skills, work environment, perfection, diet, health.
Taurus on 6th house:
A hard-working and steady
pace was dominant in your past. However, a tendency to seek
self-indulgence caused problems. When you watched your health, life
seemed more fun to experience. Much satisfaction was felt through
putting your business sense to work. You gained momentum when people
showed an interest or appreciation for your abilities. You were more
fond of people exercising patience. Well laid out strategies guided much
of your thinking. People grew frustrated with you when not showing
enough spontaneity. You enjoyed life to a greater degree when not
denying yourself some of life's luxuries.
7th House:
Relationships, marriage, partnerships, social awareness.
Aries on 7th house:
A daredevil tendency in
approaching relationships colored past incarnations. You had a pattern
of attracting assertive individuals. People with a zest for life
stimulated your energies. Your partnerships found you joining forces
with people that had a similar competitive drive to get ahead. In
lifetimes where you looked for too much of yourself in someone else, you
got out of balance. People won your friendship when not threatened by
your need to be assertive and direct. Impatience with others lost you a
few friends. Though your adventurous spirit in making new ones kept you
from getting too lonely. People challenged your need to be independent.
It was learning how to differentiate between when to stay cool, and when
to be a fighter, that brought you great wisdom. A restlessness to
impress others with your abilities was a regular theme. When you were
reasonable in your need for attention, there was less stress in your
relationships.
8th House: Power, joint
resources, rebirth, passion, self-mastery.
Pisces on 8th house:
Lovers and lifelong
partners were not easy to understand individuals. They were driven by a
desire to not be confined by the expectations of others. This isn't
trying to say you never had fulfilling relationships. Only that romance
had a way of testing your strength. It was painful to be betrayed by
those you trusted. You could show great faith in a lover. Obsessive
desires to be with a particular person made you unhappy. When you
established mutual acceptance with someone regarding beliefs and
priorities, balance was easier to maintain. Your faith in a higher power
helped you through just about any crisis. Money issues in relationships
surfaced because of power conflicts. Denial caused you to misperceive
reality.
9th House: travel,
learning, philosophy, knowledge, optimism.
Aquarius on 9th house:
Let freedom ring was your
anthem. You were anxious to learn what was going on in the minds of
others. Sharing knowledge ignited your imagination. Impatience with
normal routines did make for unpredictable times. If accused of being an
eccentric, it didn't bother you. Why? Because you knew everybody else
was wrong! A sarcastic tongue drew the ire from your adversaries. Life
was to be experienced, rather than only contemplated about was another
of your mottoes. Your ability to see with a broad vision allowed you to
stay clear of dogmatic paths. When you were open to divergent ideas,
people found you more likeable. You usually wanted to be prepared for
the future, as though it had a personality of its own. It seemed to know
your name, calling with a haunting whisper, and then again echoing with
cymbals that it was time for change.
10th House:
Professions, ambition, leadership, focus, commitments.
Capricorn on 10th house:
Leadership positions
played a major role in defining you. You hated failing when trying to
reach the heights of your ambitions. Your attributes included
determination and a great commitment to act responsibly. There were
lives where you felt weighed down by the demands placed upon you. Being
your own worst critic didn't help. Depression kept you isolated. You
usually demanded a lot of yourself. People occasionally accused you of
expecting too much from them. You liked feeling in control. When needing
to act spontaneously, you were not so comfortable. Being a workaholic
was a tendency. You didn't like leaving a job undone. Developing
strategies showed off your thought power. You were able to display great
follow through in accomplishing your life aims. A shadow was getting
lost in climbing a ladder of success. When you kept your public and
private lives balanced, you experienced greater joy.
11th house: Goals,
individuality, freedom, inventive, progressive, unique.
Sagittarius on 11th house:
You had fiery enthusiasm
about the future. This doesn't mean that you always had bright eyes when
looking ahead or were never down. It's only saying that there was a
spark lit when you found goals that inspired you. A lack of stimulation
put your drive to sleep. Rebelling against routine was your norm. The
present did move a little to slow for you. Innovative ideas made you
come alive. Gaining knowledge liberated you from limiting circumstances.
There were times when your blunt insights shocked a few individuals.
Freedom meant everything to you. Sarcasm did anger others when you were
insensitive. You were not as available for those needing you as they
would have liked. This was due to moving so fast in new directions that
others had to keep up with you. Your enthusiasm was contagious. An inner
restlessness propelled you forward. Channeling your energies
constructively paved the way for a smoother ride.
12th house: Idealism,
intuition, escape, faith, beliefs.
Scorpio on 12th house:
It was your beliefs that
sustained you through the tough times. You experienced more rebirths in
a lifetime than most would ever believe possible. Life was always ready
to reveal its magic to you, that is, if you were willing to make the
time to listen. Developing your intuition allowed you to see beneath the
surface appearance of people and life circumstances. You didn't fear
ridicule as much as your own inability to fight for what was right. You
were a force to be reckoned with, when you acted like an immovable
object. Romantic love had its highs and lows. It was wonderful when you
and a lover were equally devoted. It was another story if you became
addicted to the wrong type for you. It was just as true that certain
individuals became obsessed with you in a way that made you want to
escape their clutches. When you spoke with directness your communication
was clear. Running away from issues was the shadow. When you
acknowledged self-honesty, life was simpler. It gave you a clear sense
of your mission. You usually sensed the fallacy in searching for the
perfect love. But this didn't stop you from finding a soul mate!
Planets in actuality never
really move backward, but can appear to do so. This is referred to as
retrograde motion, and as you will read has special past life meaning
surrounding a particular planet's symbolism. The following are planets
that were moving retrograde at your birth with a description as to how
this played out for you in other incarnations.
Mars retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern
that you had a challenge in determining the ways to express your warrior
nature. What does this mean? Well for starters, in lives where you were
too aggressive, you had to learn how to tone down your demands. What
about the lives you weren't so direct? You needed to get more outspoken.
The idea was to land somewhere in the middle on the assertion scale. You
were happiest when sensing how to act spontaneously, with an instinct
that didn't trample over the people in front of you. Actually, maybe
it's more accurate to say your friends, family and lovers were ecstatic
when you had great awareness of the impact of your movements and
choices. If you became too timid in behavior, you tended to get
confused. People took advantage of you. If you were a fighter with no
sensitivity, the battles may have been won, but sooner or later a faster
or better shooter caught up with you. There was excitement in overcoming
challenges. You didn't really like losing control of your anger. When
you stuffed it back it did explode. Knowing this slowed down or
sharpened your response time. Your impulse to initiate new directions
was at its best when guided by your intuition. Your raw energy to be a
creative was aroused when finding the courage to transcend the obstacles
in front of you.
Saturn retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern
that you had much to learn regarding flexibility versus rigidity. These
two opposites were a sore spot of contention. A tendency to get
extremely focused when you enjoyed a role was a past pattern. You were
happier when feeling in control of your life. Knowing when to show
vulnerability and when to show a tough set of armor was wisdom indeed!
Some thought you lacked ambition. What they didn't see working behind
the scenes was your inner search to find professions and directions that
seemed worth the effort. An inclination toward becoming a
one-dimensional workaholic was a potential trap. Remembering that life
was a multidimensional panorama made for happier times. There was a
need to steer clear of icebergs that brought depression and feelings of
rejection. Responding with courage to your commitments lessened your
anxiety about them. It was in not letting fear keep you from the love
and success you painfully wanted that you reached the highest of
milestones.
Uranus Retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern
that you had unique goals, reserved just for you. When you didn't do
this, life lacked meaning. When you solely served your own purposes this
caused quite a ruffle in the feathers of those you loved and cared
about. Finding the midstream worked the best regarding these two
extremes of sacrifice and doing your own thing. Your ideas sent shock
waves at times when individuals or collective bodies didn't like the
message. You did sometimes tap into a collective trend before it became
in vogue. It did make you nervous about how you might be judged. Many
ideas were kept internalized until you were sure the coast was clear and
safe enough to present the notions. Were you ever more outwardly
disruptive? For sure! This usually occurred when you were so aroused by
injustices or thinking restrictions imposed upon you. There was a need
to perceive with fore thought, which fights were worth the struggle.
Being different just to be different or starting conflicts with no
purpose, were ways you took many steps in the wrong direction. Listening
to cues from the universe on which directions promised accelerated
growth was wise. Your vision of the future was as strong as the ability
to remember what gave your imagination an electrifying sensation.
Patience took effort!
Pluto retrograde:
It
was a repeating pattern to know your way around Intensity Street. In
some lives you were overpowering. In others, you didn't usurp enough
power. Having a sense of empowerment was crucial to reaching
self-mastery. Survival instincts you possessed. Being emotionally
intense was a past pattern. Learning to communicate your feelings made
you easier to understand. Self-honesty was liberating but it was a test
to admit your faults. Defensiveness had to be conquered. You didn't
believe in going halfway when exploring a subject. Compulsive lusts for
riches and leadership sometimes brought out your worst manipulative
traits. You were happier when feeling inwardly secure and having allies
that you could trust. You had to beware of an urge to win at all costs.
You found rebirth through not fearing your own shadows, and being big
enough not to run from those you loved. You processed experiences long
after they occurred, revisiting the past often, healed when able to
embrace forgiveness.
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