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Past Lives Report
for
Aleister Crowley
by Bernie Ashman
The Astrological Charts
Past Lives Chart: Oct 15, 1875, 11:42:00 PM GMT, Leamington Spa ,
UK. Sun at 22° Libra 13', Moon at 06° Taurus 13', Mercury at 14° Scorpio
46', Venus at 28° Libra 10', Mars at 24° Capricorn 48', Jupiter at 07°
Scorpio 46', Saturn at 19° Aquarius 8'R, Uranus at 19° Leo 14', Neptune
at 01° Taurus 5'R, Pluto at 23° Taurus 2'R, Node at 07° Aries 26',
Midheaven at 19° Virgo 04'. Ascendant at 09° Cancer 35'. Placidus
houses: 01st 09°Ca35', 02nd 29°Ta42', 03rd 19°Ar35', 04th 19°Pi04', 05th
27°Aq00', 06th 10°Aq04', 07th 09°Cp35', 08th 29°Sc42', 09th 19°Li35',
10th 19°Vi04', 11th 27°Le00', 12th 10°Le04'.
Aleister Crowley: Oct 15, 1875, 11:42:00 PM GMT, Leamington Spa ,
UK. Sun at 22° Libra 13', Moon at 06° Taurus 13', Mercury at 14° Scorpio
46', Venus at 28° Libra 10', Mars at 24° Capricorn 48', Jupiter at 07°
Scorpio 46', Saturn at 19° Aquarius 8'R, Uranus at 19° Leo 14', Neptune
at 01° Taurus 5'R, Pluto at 23° Taurus 2'R, Node at 07° Aries 26',
Midheaven at 19° Aries 35'. Ascendant at 10° Leo 04'. Placidus houses:
01st 10°Le04', 02nd 27°Le00', 03rd 19°Vi04', 04th 19°Li35', 05th
29°Sc42', 06th 09°Cp35', 07th 10°Aq04', 08th 27°Aq00', 09th 19°Pi04',
10th 19°Ar35', 11th 29°Ta42', 12th 09°Ca35'.
Introduction
Welcome to your Past Life report. Whereas the birthchart is a symbolic
road map describing your current life, the Past Lives chart is a
blueprint of your previous incarnations. The pages that follow will help
shed some light on themes related to your past life instincts. First,
let's talk about reincarnation which is the belief that the current
incarnation (as depicted by our birthchart) is linked to the lives that
we have previously led. This collection of past influences points to
particular experiences you might encounter again so that you can further
your growth and fully develop your creative potential. These past
impressions go far in shaping many of our current thoughts and choices.
There are certain gifts a person seems to possess right out of the
womb! It's as though destiny or fate leads one to realize these
attributes. Of course, we still have to show ambition and make the
effort in order to keep our dreams alive. This report may give
confirmation to talents that you already know you have or open your eyes
to ones that you have yet to discover.
Our past lives are alive and well in our consciousness. This may already
be apparent to you. But on the other hand, these experiences can lie
beyond the threshold of our conscious mind's awareness. What is doing
the remembering, if our mind isn't? Call it your soul, higher
consciousness or whatever explanation feels right to you.
Have you ever heard about karma, that great law of cause and effect? An
old timeless saying sums up the whole process: "You reap what you sew."
There are actions and thoughts that defined us in other lives, or have
guided us to where we are in the present. They don't really exert any
control over us. We have freedom of choice. That's a strong message to
remember when reading this report.
Also, don't panic if you read something that says you were not a perfect
person. Nobody is in the current one! Use the report as a learning tool.
The idea is to keep developing and evolving. It's balancing the cosmic
rhythm of past and present that presents each of us with a challenge. Do
we respond positively or negatively? With hope or doubt? Many of our
tendencies are linked to previous incarnations. Certain patterns have
likely been by our side over many lifetimes. As we grow and expand our
awareness, it becomes very possible to step beyond the trappings of past
life baggage.
No doubt you will read various sections that seem to contradict each
other. Each could be true about you. It's important to realize that many
different dimensions of ourselves live within us. Each of us is composed
of memories from so many past lives, combined with an assortment of ways
we have learned to deal with reality in this life, that make us complex
beings. See which descriptions ring true to you as you read through the
following pages. You will notice some traits described have a repeating
theme.
I hope you find this report an enjoyable ride into your past life
instincts and thought patterns. They are somewhere in your
consciousness. Perhaps some of what you read will strike a familiar
chord. After all, these pages are all about your past life loves,
creative pursuits, adventures, travels, highs and lows, over many
lifetimes. Happy navigating!
The Past Life Chart Structure
Some technical explanations about the Past Life chart (if you detest
technical discussions, then skip this paragraph and jump right into the
report!). The Ascendant in this chart starts with the sign on the cusp
of the 12th house, instead of the traditional method of using the sign
on the 1st house cusp, which is the sign rising on the eastern horizon
at the time of birth. Also, the Past Life birthchart houses are counted
clockwise, rather than the conventional way of counterclockwise. In
other words, since the 12th house becomes the Ascendant, the sign on the
cusp of the 11th house now begins the 2nd house, etc., around the chart
wheel. What is considered the Ascendant or 1st house in the traditional
chart becomes the 12th in the Past Life chart. Your planets remain in
the same sign placements, but now occupy different houses, in this new
chart. The planets in signs are interpreted in your report from a past
lives perspective.
Something interesting to consider in thinking of the houses in a
clockwise direction, they are actually now moving in the same direction
as the Nodes of the Moon. As you will read in the report the Moon's
nodes are strong past life or karmic points in a chart. Their retrograde
motion is clockwise meaning they share the same life biorhythms as the
houses of the Past Life chart. By traveling backward, or clockwise,
through the houses, you are being regressed back into a past life
analysis. Enjoy your ride down memory filled lanes!
The Passport
In this section are the first, middle and last names of your Past Lives
astrological identity, the Sun, Moon, and Past Lives Ascendant. Each of
these three building blocks will be discussed as to how they actively
shaped many of your former lives. But before you meet these three key
players, you will start your tour through memory lane with the North
Node of the Moon. The North Node contains a special message about what
was your overall life purpose. It was a constant rhythm pulsating in
your consciousness to keep you on target toward your true purposes. It
was a celestial compass trying to guide you to walk your talk with
greater clarity. So sit back, and enjoy reading your past lives primer.
Node in Aries
You had a history of making a bold statement about your identity. One of
your key impulses was to move with a sense of urgency. Your soul was
anxious to reincarnate to get on with the work you needed to accomplish.
The archetypal theme for your destiny was to be a spontaneous initiator.
A crucial lesson was patience, with a capital "P". You got so
self-absorbed you forgot to pay attention to others. It was difficult
for you to focus long on objectives that didn't capture your attention.
Discipline was something you worried about halfway into a project.
You needed to have a me-focus when you gave too much of yourself away to
others. A trickster was excessively trying to be a crowd-pleaser. This
caused you to get lost in indecision. Finding a way to balance the
scales of me versus them was vital to your happiness. Partnerships
played a major role in your incarnations. When you fell in love, it made
you feel alive. Your adrenaline poured through you forcefully, making
you want to be a doer. But when you were unhappy in love, or got
rejected, you became confused. It was then that you had to muster the
courage to walk forward. Actions with deeper awareness illuminated your
life directions and pointed the way to harmony.
Node in 4th house
What types of activities did you participate in that furthered your soul
growth? Developing your intuition was vital to staying clear about the
choices that confronted you. If you grew too controlling, your key
objectives often stayed just beyond your reach. A common concern was
"how can I best establish a sense of security? When you reflected before
taking action on a well-conceived plan, you managed to stay out of
karma's way. What sorts of experiences motivated you? Finding the right
home that protected your privacy, and even symbolized your beliefs, was
an energizing force. You liked the feeling of witnessing the first step
toward a new milestone. Preserving certain rites and rituals brought out
feistiness. Your energy levels peaked when beginning in a new direction.
Becoming comfortably stuck in the same roles is what stunted your
growth. Fueling your life with greater emotional closeness and with ties
that made you feel needed, added extra meaning. When you let yourself
trust someone special, this kept you on track as much as hiding in
isolation depressed your mental disposition. Somewhere always hiding in
the caverns of your memory banks was a nurturing instinct mixed with a
tinge of being a loner. When using this wisely and perceptively, life
was colored with a greater wholeness, and a sense of feeling connected.
Sun: Creativity, Ego, Self-expression
Sun in Libra:
The sign of Libra, symbolized by the scales, lighted the early-fall
astrological skies at your birth into this life. Let's explore what
significance this had in regard to your past lives. In traditional
astrology the keyword phrase for Libra is "I balance". You had a
repeating pattern in dealing with the dilemma of figuring out opposing
opinions. The fallout that came afterwards was indecision in that each
choice looked just as good as the other.
Archetypes for Libra include the diplomat, lover and artist. You often
got a chance to mediate disputes in previous lives. Greater happiness
came through decisive action.
The cosmic principle at work through many of your incarnations was to
seek approval from others. It was only when this became compulsive that
you got into trouble. Another key theme was partnerships. Relationships
played a big role. Finding a sign mate was a quest, and in some lives
you felt incomplete without one. When you didn't look for too much of
yourself in someone else, your relationships yielded greater harmony.
The arts were an outlet for your creative impulses and awakened your
senses. You found ego strength through falling in love and expressing
passionate ideas. Though not a fighter at heart, you did make war when
you wanted to defeat a competitive adversary. You have come into this
life solarized through a sign promoting gracefulness and refined social
instincts. This was a theme that ran throughout your incarnations and
was a key to self-mastery. When you had the wisdom to think for yourself
and yet hear the voices of those who loved you, your days were less
lonely.
Sun in 9th house
You had solar power lifting your adventurous mind to explore alternative
realities in previous lives. A restless drive to travel far from birth
was a repeating pattern. Your creative vitality was insatiable when you
were intent on making your ideals come true. Communication and education
were favorite interests. You were a good debater and could argue a point
until others became exhausted. Pride in your beliefs was a trait. You
were admired for your relentless search for truth and a broad vision.
If there was a challenge it was becoming too dogmatic and judgmental.
When you became too narrow in scope, people weren't as fond of you. When
you maintained a more eclectic approach, you were a real hit. The
student and teacher shined brightly through you. It was your capacity to
motivate others out of their doldrums that won you accolades. Travel was
one way you kept your mind entertained and growing. It took you longer
than many to learn discipline. It's only that you didn't want to be tied
down to commitments that kept you trapped. Your self-expression
developed quickly when you finally found your piece of the pie. You
liked having a sense of humor. You found fulfillment when seeing your
ideas gaining acceptance, and being true to your philosophical beliefs.
Moon: Sense of Security, Roots, Feelings
Moon in Taurus:
You were lunarized at birth through the sign of Taurus. What does this
say about your past life tendencies? An instinctual desire to find
emotional stability typified many of your incarnations. The family
ancestries in past lives were linked by a motivation to build reliable
avenues that paved the way for a steady future. You believed in the
power of money. This isn't saying you were necessarily ruled by your
material desires. Only that you had a healthy respect for wealth.
Business sense followed you from one life to another.
Your inner landscapes were colored by a love of serenity and beauty.
Stress didn't fit into your plan. This was especially true of your home
as you went out of your way to ensure its tranquility. Artistic and
musical ability was shown regularly. Family members saw you as a
stabilizing force.
Inertia was a challenge. More frequently when this manifested it was due
to a loss of hope. A fear of losing what you owned is what got your
adrenaline pumping. Sometimes you were accused of being possessive. When
you fell in love with someone, it's true that you wanted it to be for
keeps. When people showed they valued you, it made you feel on top of
the world. Your subconscious called to you to pace yourself slowly,
taking the time to enjoy the moment.
Moon in 3rd house
You had intuitive power when it came to seeing what was coming around
the corner in past lives. Anticipation was the name of the game in your
opinion. You instinctually knew which bend in the road might be the
trickiest, which gave you a greater sense of security. Emotional
confusion blocked your clarity. When the dust settled, you had very keen
insights. The trick was being able to objectively distance yourself from
situations.
New learning environments were a special delight. Your nerves could be
delicate when you were in a contemplative time period. Moods were
changeable, with the good news being it didn't take long to climb to a
better one. You had a very curious and restless mind. An inner feeling
to adapt to new circumstances made life easier. You liked change as long
as it didn't take all of your favorite escapes away. You weren't always
focused or disciplined. You felt pleased with experiences that offered
plenty of mental stimulation. Variety was the keyword.
Ascendant: Persona, Identity, Calling Card
Cancer on Ascendant:
With the sign Cancer as your past lives Ascendant, a search for a sense
of security frequently colored your incarnations. You were very attached
to your home. When you became bonded to a location or home, it took a
lot to pry you loose. You moved fast when needing to preserve your sense
of security. You were not the easiest person to get to know. On the
surface you seemed rather flowing, but behind that outer show of cool
was a tendency to proceed slowly. You looked out at the world with
cautious eyes. People perceived you in past lives as a very private
person. Your inner world was complex. People saw you as a bit secretive.
You revealed your secret agendas to those who won your trust or
admiration. Honoring your family ancestry was a heartfelt desire. You
frequently looked at the world through eyes that wished to preserve the
past. You initiated actions spontaneously when you became fired up over
an idea. When you were the catalyst for change, you moved faster than
when you were attempting to adjust to changes imposed upon you. You had
a need to be with people not afraid to feel deeply. You usually looked
for those closest to you to give their support when you needed to meet
life's challenges. Remembering to take the time to be happy and
appreciate the present was something you always needed to learn.
The Quest
Mercury: Communication, Perceptions and Logic
Mercury in Scorpio
You were Mercurialized at birth through the sign of Scorpio pointing to
probing mental impulses in past lives. Your communication style was
reflective and at times very passionate.
It wasn't easy to read your mind as your words hid your feelings. An
introspective side could find you very quiet. You sometimes purposely
stayed silent to deepen your contemplation on a situation. There were
instances you did this to manipulate and even punish others. You didn't
always forgive real easily. When you let go of the past, it tended to
free up your creative energy. You could be decisive in a flash.
Indecision was more a matter of not wanting to tip your playing cards
before you were good and ready. Privacy was something you guarded.
You worked ferociously on projects. Business sense was there if needed.
You liked to know what was going on beneath the surface of things.
Metaphysical processes intrigued you. When you managed to figure out how
to redirect negative energy into the positive, you found great strength.
Your mental outlook was brighter when you found like-minded allies, and
when you let your insights guide you to opportunities for exhilarating
rebirths of spirit.
Mercury in 9th house
Your perceptions moved expansively, snowballing, as you became more
excited about the future. Life was a series of adventures in your
perspective. You eagerly looked out at the world, in search of new
terrain to travel. Your mind was restless and full of senseless wonder.
A student of life your were. Teaching what you knew became a favorite
pastime. Education helped fulfill many of your dreams. Foreign places
and people stimulated you to think in bigger ways. You grew tired of
routines quickly. People didn't admire a tendency in you to lack
concentration.
Communication excited you. Sharing ideas with others got you to think
more creatively. Your beliefs were strong. When not so dogmatic people
liked you more. You were not one to usually lose sleep over the details.
You had a nose for the big things and had a great sense of direction.
Though you did need to watch out for becoming too scattered and
overconfident. Situations better be growth promoting if they wanted you
to stay. Maintaining a positive attitude was a must.
Venus: Relationships, Values, Comfort.
Venus in Libra
With the love goddess adorning you through the sign of Libra at birth,
you came from past lives where you enjoyed your fair share of very
romantic lovers. Many people experienced you as symbolizing gracefulness
and fairness. Your social instincts were shaded with a hue of diplomacy
and tact.
The ideal soul mate was someone with a willingness to celebrate
milestones and a heart for romantic atmospheres. You were attracted to
lovers not afraid of sensuality and believing in equality. People leaned
on your insights to help them see both sides of a dilemma. It was your
own jams that were the hardest to figure out. Indecision often was the
result of trying to please too many demanding individuals.
You worked well with the public. You enjoyed the arts and sometimes
pursued this avidly. It is evident that you thrived on the stimulation
derived from partnerships. You could think on your own, but it was that
boost you got from shared brainpower that turned your intellect on. Your
romantic fulfillment depended greatly on being with someone that had a
willingness to listen, and at the same time wasn't hesitant to act on
new opportunities.
Venus in 9th house
You were adventurous when interacting socially, never really feeling you
had met a stranger. There was a sense of wonder about you, causing
people to think you a dreamer. You did venture beyond safe home borders
to test the waters of the unknown. You were a positive force in
relationships, igniting others to act on faith. Outgoing sorts attracted
you as much as your friendly style brought them to you. Meeting lovers
or friends through travel occurred often. Foreign lands called strongly
to you. In a way you felt like a citizen that didn't really belong to
one nationality or region of the world. When you found allegiance to a
belief system, you professed its rights and rituals openly.
Some accused you of not following through on your promises, while you
explained this as being distracted by so many roads in front of you.
Your peers experienced you to be idealistic and fun. They themselves
usually were spontaneous in their own right if they had hopes of keeping
up with you. Friends usually had a similar philosophical outlook or at
least could tolerate the differences. Delayed gratification wasn't your
first impulse. You needed to watch out for investing heavily on get
rich schemes, sometimes winning, sometimes losing. You could be generous
to a fault. A balanced perspective regarding limits had to be learned.
You were attached to freedom. When individuals acknowledged your need to
roam you felt valued. Helping those you loved achieve greater
self-confidence meant a lot to you.
Mars: Assertion, Courage, Identity
Mars in Capricorn
What would a warrior planet in the earthy sign of Capricorn mean
regarding past lives? You were scared to lack ambition, which found you
making yourself take on new challenges. Fear of failure was a battle.
However, you had a strong follow through when you were finally convinced
that you had the right stuff to do the job. Your initiating impulse was
to look first and make sure you wouldn't be rushing into a mistake.
However, you could become a type "A" personality when you found the
avenues that excited you. A competitive streak came alive when seeing a
clear path to success. You were willing to fight adversaries to outdo
them in the professional arena. You did display a reserved nature. When
you let go once in a while to spontaneity, lovers and friends were
delighted. Being rigid made you seem cold to others. Your warmth came
across when relaxing into experiences.
Your identity was very tied to the roles you chose. Career and work were
taken too seriously. You fought with authority figures when not
respecting their judgment. As a leader you could be quite demanding.
Anger presented you with a dilemma. It made you feel like you were
losing control to show your displeasure openly and passionately. Yet you
felt better when letting out your true feelings. Relationships took less
out of you when you talked directly and with a listening ear. When you
moved with openness to new options and with flexibility, you were a
happier soul.
Mars in 7th house
You took initiative when it came to meeting people. Many found you to be
feisty and outgoing. Your adrenaline got pumping when trying to impress
the public with your enterprising spirit. A competitive side surfaced
when people were trying to outflank you. Close partnerships often pushed
your feistiest buttons. Your passion to win at whatever you set out to
do was intense. The exception being when indecision struck. This
rendered you motionless. Fighting to defend lovers and your most trusted
allies was a repeating pattern. What made you become territorial? It was
when someone tried to take away what or who you loved. You were a
hotheaded romantic! Proceeding quickly into relationships was a normal
occurrence.
Impatience disrupted the flow of your key alliances. Lovers sometimes
found you too pushy. Compromise was the wise approach if you really
wanted to win somebody over. There were those that liked your fast paced
life approach, with a few detractors. Assertiveness came pretty easily
unless you were very intimidated by someone. You weren't too afraid to
test the limits of love and adventure. When you stayed too long on the
sidelines, you sensed you were missing out on the action. Anger came
from disappointment with those you counted on. Also, if your life became
too stressful, your temper fuse grew shorter.
Jupiter: Knowledge, Expansion, Philosophy, Travel
Jupiter in Scorpio
Having Jupiter, the planet of good fortune, in the sign of Scorpio
indicates that you were excited by exploring mysteries. You liked the
challenge of figuring your way out of problems. You chose to expand your
potential through anticipating ahead of time how to be prepared for a
crisis. Knowledge in your eyes was power. Taking the time to learn what
others sometimes judged as obsolete went in your favor. Knowing your way
around the business world was of great interest. You were an
introspective student that required peace and quiet to think straight.
Researching your favorite subjects was a lifetime passion. If there was
a downside it was that you doubted you had the ability to recover from a
crisis. The interesting thing is that when you managed not to let your
fear get the best of you, an incredible inner strength shined through.
A refusal to give in to negative thinking was empowering. Luck came by
way of persistence that you would reach your desired life aims. A
positive attitude helped you consistently turn negatives and setbacks
into winners. You found confidence in seeking allies that really
believed in you during the rich and lean seasons. Travel was a way to
process experiences. When maintaining a broad perspective, you never
felt like you were missing out on any of life's opportunities, and more
magically found happiness. Staying away from jealousy and manipulation
was a test.
Jupiter in 9th house
A positive and enterprising outlook influenced you to seek expansive
truths that kept the door open to a never-ending search for adventure.
All roads led to Rome was a mantra. You tended to bite off more than you
could chew. Promising too much in the form of overconfidence occurred.
The urge to see life from various perspectives caused you to delay in
concentrating on any one path. Spontaneity was a life force in your
eyes. You had definite opinions about right and wrong. You were likeable
when not judgmental. Writing and speaking were powerful tools in your
hands. Preaching what you believed either won you approval or met with
considerable resistance by those disagreeing. Travel for pleasure or
learning, were equally enjoyed. You liked becoming intoxicated by the
people and scenery of distant places. People became energized by your
innocent enthusiasm. You feared growing old in mind, more than you
worried about the physical. Luck smiled favorably upon you when you were
willing to act on your beliefs. Good fortune came through not blindly
following in other's footsteps, and in not losing sight of the trees by
concentrating too much on the forest.
The Journey
Saturn: Ambition, Seriousness, Focus, Responsibility
Saturn in Aquarius
Ambition came through you unexpectedly or in unusual ways, says your
past lives history, with Saturn in the futuristic sign of Aquarius.
Discipline was more a matter of finding those goals that kept you
interested in fulfilling them. Long sustained efforts only were possible
when you felt stimulated enough to see a plan through to the end. You
had a unique talent in being able to combine the traditional and
unconventional worlds into a harmonious expression. Your greatest fear
was being limited to dead-end roads that gave you little chance to
discover your own unique gifts. It sometimes took extra effort to force
open a door that otherwise would have remained shut. You didn't like
change if it meant toward a direction that repulsed you. But you did
welcome new ideas when the old ones seemed outdated.
A karmic shadow was failing to change directions when it would have been
wise to do so. You often defined yourself through cutting-edge
professions, and as someone with a nose for future trends, though liking
to keep one foot safely in the present.
Saturn in 6th house
What was your main focus? There were a few! They were diet, health, and
work. You had to develop discipline in these areas. You consistently
asked at crucial points during an incarnation: how can I become more
efficient? Being organized gave you a sense of control. Rigidity related
to being too critical of self, or others, sometimes produced karmic
woes. The antidote was greater flexibility in this area, that is, when
you were determined not to repeat the same old lessons needing to be
learned. You could have delegated better. If not overly picky, people
liked you more. Dead-end jobs dulled your mind. Service-oriented
occupations tended to bring out your best. You were skillful in being
detailed.
A shadow was self-doubt. It sometimes caused you depression. Clear
definition in how to solve problems was what you liked. You had to pace
yourself to avoid burnout. Also, taking yourself less seriously proved
valuable. A major redefining regularly occurred during lifetimes
associated with a positive attitude. Seeing the cup as half full rather
than half empty helped. Wisdom came through knowing what truly could be
changed and what was best left alone.
Uranus: Individuality, Goals, Uniqueness, Freedom
Uranus in Leo
You had a tendency to react dramatically about future goals, which
indicates Uranus in the sign Leo. Your mind did switch to fast forward
when imagining how to express yourself creatively. People couldn't help
but notice your ideas, as they often were communicated in a lively
manner. You didn't excel in seeing how to include others in major
decisions, but did do better with practice.
Inventiveness was a trait that made you proud of yourself. If others
didn't openly show their appreciation for your original ideas, you did
grow quite upset. You inspired people to make the most of their talents.
Even lovers benefited from your ability to see where they may have had
hidden ability. Maintaining a sense of direction made you feel that the
world was your oyster and that surely the love and rewards you sought
would find you.
Uranus in 12th house
In what way were you unconventional? Higher or spiritual beliefs were
far different than the norm, actually downright mystical. You had
futuristic vision that relied heavily on your intuition. It was through
your faith that you reinvented yourself, which was often in the midst of
dealing with a major crisis. A sense of direction was paramount in
keeping you grounded. You had a tendency to drift away from reality.
Going off on a tangent was your way of being an individual. You heard a
calling that nobody else was listening to. You did need to watch that
you didn't get so far out there that you became lost in causes lacking
reality. You rebelled inwardly more than outwardly, unless becoming very
passionate about an objective. Going into fast forward occurred when you
fell in love. You didn't always pick the right partners due to unclear
boundaries and dependency needs. Occasionally you were with a lover too
needy and at other times you fell in love with unpredictable types. You
liked the inspiration a soul mate provided. You were moody if perceiving
that a new plan would stifle your creative spontaneity. Also, when
someone's ideas clashed with your idealism, you sought to escape.
Selfless service was fulfilling, but you did need to be careful if those
receiving your best weren't deserving of this. You were inventive when
you became emotionally disengaged, or mentally objective. Unique ideas
flowed when you were at ease with a true feeling of purpose.
Neptune: Idealism, Romanticism, Intuition, Dreams, Escapism
Neptune in Taurus
You believed in ideals that had lasting value. Your faith in others was
often a stabilizing influence for them. Your idealism was awakened
through experiencing beauty in all of its many forms. In some lives you
definitely inspired people through your creative passion for the arts.
You didn't take romance lightly; meaning you took your time before
rushing into relationships.
A major challenge was getting lost in material desires. The things that
money could buy sometimes became too important. There was divine
discontent in never really being satisfied with what you owned. You were
happier when you kept your wish list simple. It was easier to get what
you needed by not compulsively chasing after a dream. You wanted from
the deepest part of your soul to find a soul mate. Someone to share the
good and bad times, and who accepted your right to be you. You found
transcendental growth through looking for experiences that elevated your
vision to a high enough place so that you could accept life's highs and
lows.
Neptune in 3rd house
In what way were you extra intuitive? It was in regard to immediate
ideas. You had a knack for tuning into a plan that might lead to
opportunity. You didn't like stressful situations so did your best to
keep them from getting started. You could think with great sensitivity
and insight. Your idealism influenced your perceptions. You weren't one
wanting to be talked out of your dreams and hopes.
It was a test to stay focused when you became distracted by worries or
trying to move into too many directions at once. This doesn't mean you
weren't capable of concentration. It is just saying that you really
needed your attention to be poured into a project before it could be
accomplished. Discipline came through the inspiration of your beliefs.
Your spirituality was where you drew inner strength and was often the
filter by which you examined reality. You were clearer when you stayed
centered, whether through meditation or a quiet retreat. You had a sixth
sense when it came to figuring out how to adapt to new situations. This
helped immensely in responding to a crisis. What was the biggest
challenge? It was in not denying what you really knew to be true. You
indulged in this behavior to stay in circumstances not so wonderful for
you. Faith transformed your denial into a more on target view of better
choices. You searched for a purpose that had the sudden potential to
sweep you off of your feet.
Pluto: Personal Power, Self-mastery, Rebirth, Loss, Passion
Pluto in Taurus
Empowering yourself through acquiring wealth and possessions was a past
lives tendency. Learning how to get by on less was a regular pattern in
many incarnations. When you had a fair chance to put your business savvy
to work, you persistently increased your buying power. You showed
charisma through a calm reassured demeanor. A compulsive attachment to
sensual desires or an extreme fear of poverty, were at times downfalls.
You were determined to finish what you started. Outlasting the odds made
you victorious, even when you were supposed to come out on the short
end.
There was a shadow. What was it? An inner uncertainty that you were
worthy of success and love. When you did gain confidence, happiness came
sooner rather than later. Self-mastery was discovered through not
becoming too overly attached to material desires. A wise detachment took
you further. You found rebirth or a sense of renewal when holding onto
your highest values.
Pluto in 3rd house
How did you go about seeking personal empowerment? You believed that
information was power. So you fed your mind as many facts as it could
hold. A renewed sense of purpose was discovered through overcoming
negative thinking. You were a curious sort, wanting to know why people
thought the way they did. You had great determination not to let anyone
or anything interfere with your freedom of speech. What made you nervous
were unexpected events that caught you off guard. You liked to have time
to prepare for a change. A powerful self-examination manifested when you
lost your mental clarity. A compulsive urge to question your own
reasoning power got you to ask thought provoking questions. A shadow
frequently followed you into incarnations associated with becoming stuck
in worn-out thought patterns, infringing upon your flexibility. Altering
certain limiting perceptions freed your intellect, allowing a new
revitalized you to be born.
Footnotes
You have already been introduced to the ten planets. Certain planetary
pairs in your chart have a special relationship to one another due to
particular angular distances separating them, known as aspects. You
could say the two planets in an aspect travel and interact together
along the same circuit. The following aspects will be listed under five
types. Two are known as the soft aspects: the sextile (60 degrees) and
trine (120 degrees). These two aspects generally point to more gentle
themes, and therefore will describe past life trends that went very well
for you. They indicate a lower voltage of electricity and produced less
friction in your mind and through your actions. The planets involved in
a trine or sextile are more likely to talk about areas where you flowed
without much effort.
The more hard or intense aspects are the conjunction (0 degrees), square
(90 degrees) and opposition (180 degrees). They required your best
understanding in past lives. Planets that are part of an intense aspect
you will notice often indicate lessons that must be learned, and follow
us from one incarnation into another until we get them in balance. These
higher voltage aspects don't mean the planets operated negatively, only
that there was much more force behind them. "Soft" does not mean good
and "intense" does not imply bad. It is often the more intense aspects
that deepen our soul growth, that is, if we learn how to use their power
wisely. If we don't it's like taking one step forward and three back.
It might be helpful to keep some keywords in mind for the aspects. The
sextile represents Excitation and Eagerness. The planets in this aspect
give clues as to how their energies worked in a stimulating way through
you. The trine is a special Harmony. The two planets involved show you
were confident of their interacting energies. The conjunction is where
two planets are joined at the hip. There is a Fusion or powerful
blending of these energies. The square can reveal where you encountered
Friction. Pay special attention to these aspects in particular because
they denote themes that are strong past patterns. Squares ask us to
resolve their conflict by finding creative outlets. The opposition
requires a Balancing act. It is similar to a seesaw. Gaining objective
awareness about each planet is a key. Remember, it was usually the most
intense aspects that stretched you the most in past lives.
Moon oppose Jupiter
You liked people with a positive attitude. It didn't hurt if they shared
your philosophical beliefs either. Others sometimes accused you of
caring too much and giving unsolicited advice. Knowing your boundaries
in relationships kept you from trusting the wrong individuals. This
wasn't an easy lesson to learn. Travel in order to see how others lived
was a thrill. Your imagination captured the minds of those looking for a
broader perspective. Romance accelerated the growth of your intuition.
Moon conjunct Neptune
Intuition played a big part in your past. You had an intense yearning to
find the deepest meaning possible which led you on spiritual journeys. A
search for ideals and symbols that were inspiring was a strong leaning.
Romance either made you feel wonderful or filled you with divine
discontent. Much depended on you're dependency needs. When finding a
soul mate, life couldn't have been better. If you became too lost in
finding the perfect love, you did lose your clarity. Whatever your life
ambitions, you had high aspirations. Staying grounded went far in
supporting your achievements. Guilt kept you from enjoying greater
happiness. When you did manage to keep this in check, you discovered the
power of your inner world, and it was a vast kingdom.
Sun conjunct Venus
Relationships played a major role in your life. Being in love made you
feel alive. Finding someone willing to let you be yourself was
essential. Perhaps the biggest challenge was decisiveness. An
attraction to exotic lovers didn't necessarily mean they were the right
matches. It was a desire to share your life with a special soul mate
that in the end was what added longevity to your romances. Equally
important was finding a person with values you could relate to. Over
indulgence in the good things on life's plate had to be watched.
Sun square Mars
You believed in the spirit of competition and were dynamic in expressing
yourself. Patience wasn't your strong suit. People liked your zest for
life as it motivated them to get moving. You didn't pay a lot of
attention to limits. A me-focus caused tension if you carried it to the
extreme. You got bored if there was no stress. Channeling your energy
constructively was a prerequisite for your being successful in love and
profession. Bickering with authority figures occurred when your
territory seemed too invaded. You liked a lot of elbowroom when it came
to making decisions. Discipline came when captivated by a subject of
interest, and not a moment before. You experienced instant karma when
not keeping your head when angry. When you avoided conflict altogether,
it took the fire out of your enthusiasm.
Sun trine Saturn
You liked things that came easily, without great effort. It's not that
you lacked ambition, it's only that you didn't want to sweat if not
needing to do so. If you lacked drive, it was usually because you didn't
want to take the chance on failing. You often recovered quickly from
setbacks due to not taking yourself too seriously. Your management style
was gentle and not so controlling.
Mercury conjunct Jupiter
A sense of humor you had. The thoughts of a gypsy and philosopher often
ran strong in your thinking. A broad-based visionary that inspired
uplifting energy was part of your makeup. If there was a rap against you
it was along the lines of being too optimistic. Even a little good
natured bragging got you to promise more than you could deliver.
Gambling only was real trouble when you got an endless fever to take
chances. You were at your best when not carelessly ignoring boundaries.
There was a respect for honesty and ethics that made others believe in
you.
Mercury square Saturn
Staying open to different viewpoints allowed you to gain access to a
larger pool of information. Remaining stuck in the same routines dulled
your mind. You had a stick to it mentality. A workaholic tendency had to
be watched. There were those envious of your great determination.
Communication flowed better when you let others speak their thoughts
freely. You did clash with authority figures when they were too critical
of your ideas. Negative thought patterns got you into the most trouble.
Getting you to try a new option was at times like pulling teeth.
Business savvy was often well honed and took you far. When you didn't
let your fears of a challenge hold you back, you began to see a bigger
world. Relaxing into life rather than feeling you had to force
situations to occur brought greater harmony.
Mercury square Uranus
Perceptions that cut right through pretense was part of your past. You
possessed a sharp intellect. Stability didn't make you feel all that
comfortable. When life got too predictable you grew uneasily bored.
Sarcastic responses did cause tension between you and friends. Political
ideologies that were quite different than the norm attracted you. A
rebel streak made you an instigator for change. Being different just to
stir things up wasn't always in your best interest. Your ideas usually
got a strong reaction, whether for or against. Nervous breakdowns were
not uncommon, due to a hectic pace or an unwillingness to slow down.
When you gained objectivity and got grounded, you were quite a
communicator. You had a great eye for shortcuts to success. It was
skipping those nagging details that annoyed people.
Venus square Mars
You attracted dramatic people into your lives. Why? Because you often
were one yourself! Individuals either liked you or not. There wasn't
lots of middle ground. When you liked someone, you didn't waste much
time in making bold advances. Squabbles over money occurred regularly in
relationships. You were not always fond of sharing, fearing you would
get the short end of the stick. Instability in relationships was due to
either impatience on one or both of your parts. Competitive streaks did
get out of hand once in a while. Mutual support of values was a unifying
factor.
Venus oppose Neptune
Watching your boundaries when relating to others became a must. You
either tried to save others or asked them to do this for you. Romance
was a high. You liked falling in love as it made you forget about all of
your troubles. When with a soul mate you felt like there was no higher
experience. Individuals sharing your beliefs or spiritual quest felt a
special connection to you. Your love of the arts brought the muses to
bless you with great talent. It was when you became too believing in
others without any reality testing that you got into trouble. You
enjoyed people with vivid imagination. Balance came through finding ways
to get grounded in expressing your highest ideals.
Mars trine Pluto
Being able to anticipate change you were fairly good at. There were
occasions when you got a little too passive perhaps, but in the end you
could shoot a full throttle in the nick of time if needed. You liked
learning how to control your intensity. Actions with a purpose became
your motto.
Jupiter oppose Neptune
When you met that special someone, it was as though you already knew
each other. This happened when you met your soul mate. Romance was pure
escape and was the muse you needed to be creative. Intuition was the
sword you used to cut through the illusion. You found faith when having
the courage to express your ideals. This wasn't easy when your vision
was out in front of your contemporaries. Relationships tested your
idealism and could be hurtful. Blind faith sure got you into trouble.
You realized that the way to happiness when seeking love was in getting
clearer about who was best for you. Reality testing proved wise.
Jupiter trine Ascendant
A life was a box of chocolate's philosophy filtered through your
consciousness. You didn't like to look at the bad and ugly. It was the
good that you noticed. Not becoming too judgmental was a challenge.
Promising too much was another thing you had to be careful about.
Optimism pointed you in new directions.
Saturn oppose Uranus
Balancing practicality and unconventionality either made you wise or
feeling fragmented. Taking your time and making conscious choices served
you better than when you threw logic out the window. Even the
revolutionary side of you was more on the money when you took the time
to think through options rather than fighting with no sense of
direction. Commitments either gave you greater definition or felt
suffocating. Knowing what experiences wouldn't stifle your freedom took
trial and error. It was in not learning from past mistakes that you
suffered the most. What was a key challenge? Your fear of change as it
made you indecisive. When you felt in control of new circumstances, it
calmed you down. Breaking away too quickly from good situations was due
to not trusting they would stand the tests of time. Wisdom eventually
showed you how to hold onto the best things, if you really listened.
Saturn square Pluto
Sooner or later power urges grew strong. You preferred to feel in
control of situations. It took great trust to let others lead. Your
partnerships were based on loyalty. A fear of betrayal influenced your
judgment. You had a relentless determination to be a success. Being a
workaholic was a strong tendency, which led to burnout. Learning to
delegate took plenty of practice. It was your holding back and
manipulative side that caused others to keep their distance. Learning to
face your shadows was a way to convert them into assets and strengths.
Uranus square Pluto
Conflict regarding a fight for your freedom was a theme that repeated
often. You detested people trying to manipulate you. Your intensity to
move forward with little fear of the consequences was a pattern. You had
desires for taking chances and experimenting wildly that didn't exactly
make for a simple life. If things became too comfortable or easy, you
didn't trust them. Your friends and lovers usually possessed some of the
same intensity. It wasn't in your nature to compromise, unless forced
into situations where you didn't have much choice. Though when it came
to overcoming bad experiences, you had a way of blasting off into new
directions. You didn't like to take the time to process the past because
you were so busy living in the next moment!
Pluto trine Midheaven
Keeping your head in the middle of a crisis you did quite well. People
sometimes erroneously thought you to be a doormat or to lack ambition.
They didn't see the inner resolve and confidence that was staring them
in the face. Empowerment came through a strong inner sense of your
strength, and a relentless tenacity that wouldn't quit.
Ascendant square Node
You had a tendency to either react quickly to taking advantage of an
opportunity or to stew in a quandary. You felt conflict in trying to
fight off strong willed individuals to pursue your own dreams. Being
your own person wasn't comfortable if giving into the expectations of
others continuously. Then again, if you always demanded your own way,
nobody stayed your friend for all seasons. Finding the right roles that
best expressed your potential was a fight to the finish. This gave you
strength. Patience was a key to making solid, well-conceived decisions.
Just as the Ascendant in the Passport section that began this report was
described as a sign serving a special purpose, each of the other eleven
houses has a sign that helps define its meaning. What follows is a trip
through each of the other past lives houses or environments to give you
a view of additional characteristics. First are listed the keywords for
each house.
2nd House: Comfort, values, money, ownership.
Taurus on 2nd house:
Steady patience was a great ally. Business sense was something you
usually possessed. Life went well when you had high self-esteem. Making
sure you rewarded yourself when working hard always paid dividends. You
eventually found the kind of work that best made a statement about your
ability. Though sometimes a fear of change held you back. You were
happier and more fun to be around when indulging in a new experience now
and then.
3rd House: Perceptions, learning, communication, insight.
Aries on 3rd house:
A competitive mind colored your mental impulses. Patience with the
ideas of others didn't usually come easily. People were attracted to
your courageous insights. Twenty-twenty hindsight yielded embarrassing
results. Your mind had a pattern of moving in fast forward. Your past
life tendency was to learn new information your own way. Seeing
opposing points of view did not always come naturally. Tolerance usually
won you the right allies. Your thoughts energized others. Individuals
with passive minds didn't move you as much as those speaking freely.
4th House: Home, security, nurturing, roots.
Pisces on 4th house:
You idealized those you loved, unless you became very disillusioned.
Reality checks now and then were important to make sure your perceptions
of people were accurate. Hiding from the truth caused problems. People
sometimes depended on you greatly for emotional support. You needed to
be careful in knowing your boundaries or you would give until completely
depleted. You enjoyed retreats away from having to feel responsible for
others. This was your way of getting recharged. Your sense of security
rested upon the faith you had in yourself. You found strength in your
ideals.
5th House: Self-expression, creativity, confidence, romance,
risk-taking.
Aquarius on 5th house:
You boldly expressed ideas. You could be fair on one hand, while
arrogant on the other. When it came to defending your rights, you could
be quite direct. Inventiveness often blessed you in one life after
another. Romances had their ups and downs. You were not always sure just
how committed to a lover you cared to be. Freedom needs dictated just
how you responded to a partner. You demanded a lot of attention.
Developing consistency didn't come easily. When you managed to master
your rebellious energy, you could channel it into productive outlets
quite successfully. You lived much of the time for your future goals.
The present was more tolerable if it met the expectations of your need
for opportunity. Some saw you as unreasonable because you hated
restrictions. Others envied and admired in the same breath the example
you set as far as walking your talk.
6th House: Learning skills, work environment, perfection, diet,
health.
Aquarius on 6th house:
You didn't like to get bogged down by the ordinary details. You did your
best to sidestep them. Sometimes you lived for learning new skills. Work
environments that challenged you mentally kept you interested. A
tendency to quickly outgrow situations kept you moving from one form of
work to another. When you didn't beat to your own drum, you got real
nervous and even accident-prone. Your mind tested reality to see if it
could pave the way for a more interesting future. You were not as happy
when letting others talk you out of your most important goals. When you
did get situated and find the right niches, you could express a very
focused mind. Settling for less occurred due to a lack of confidence
related to being critiqued by the wrong people. When you trusted your
instincts to act, rather than to think only, you were successful beyond
measure.
7th House: Relationships, marriage, partnerships, social awareness.
Capricorn on 7th house:
You preferred relationships that were stable. Trust didn't come easily,
but with time, you did manage to warm up to your fair share of mates.
Time was your ally in romance because you needed this to deepen your
commitments. You didn't impulsively rush into partnerships. Your love
relationships got out of balance if you treated someone too
businesslike, rather than as a lover. When you exhibited a cold
personality it was more out of fear. Some of your partners were a bit
reserved. You chose to live alone at times because this made it easier
than trying to please someone. A resistance to a lover's need for new
experiences did cause tension. There were times when a lack of
flexibility in a lover put considerable pressure on you. You did
sometimes learn that trying to control others didn't bring them closer.
People that didn't let your seriousness bother them often became your
friends. Your bark was louder than your bite. Finding ways to stay
playful kept your relationships longer lasting. Balanced dependency
needs was important to the stability of a partnership.
8th House: Power, joint resources, rebirth, passion, self-mastery.
Scorpio on 8th house:
The sharing of money and power had to be handled carefully. Knowing whom
to trust was a test. Extreme jealousy needed to be moderated. An
attachment to the wrong types of people made life difficult. However,
when you selected the right partners, you were on top of the world.
Dealing with possessive individuals was never easy. You had to learn how
to claim your own power. Privacy was dear to your soul. You needed a
retreat at times to keep your psyche strong and clear. When you kept
life simple, it was easier to be happy. You didn't tend to trust others
that quickly. It generally took time to draw close, no matter if the
relationship got off to a passionate start. You usually wanted to
convince yourself that you could make it on your own. A self-sufficient
spirit was with you often. You felt better about joining forces with
others, after being sure of your own autonomy.
9th House: travel, learning, philosophy, knowledge, optimism.
Libra on 9th house:
You were torn between chasing after a dream and pleasing others.
Cleverness in figuring out how to have both was within your grasp. You
grew confused the most when letting someone talk you out of your belief
system. This was when great indecision would surface. You didn't always
care to know the truth about situations because it pressured you into
doing what was right. Your ethics did guide you to find friends and
lovers with similar values.
10th House: Professions, ambition, leadership, focus, commitments.
Virgo on 10th house:
Worrying compulsively about the outcome of things did surface. When you
delegated work to others, it took a lot of stress off of you. Learning
how to let go and trust that life would turn out for the best wasn't
easy. Being a workaholic was something you needed to be on the guard
about. It was easy for you to forget to pace yourself. You lived longer
when you listened and respected your body's plea for a break in the
action. The perfection you put into your work did get others to take
notice. It was important to realize to know when to stop perfecting.
When you believed in your ability, great things happened.
11th house: Goals, individuality, freedom, inventive, progressive,
unique.
Leo on 11th house:
You approached the future like it was something to conquer. You would
roar like a lion when people were infringing upon your rights. Anyone
squatting too far into your territory was looking for a fight. Your
goals were characteristically self-centered. This didn't bother your
lovers and closest friends as long as you weren't too ruthless in going
after your aspirations. Your vision could be disruptive of the routines
of those not liking your suggestions. Patience was a challenge. In a
lifetime or two you were a notorious gambler. Learning to look before
leaping was wise. Getting close to you was not all that easy when you
were too much in love with your independence. People liked you more when
you accepted their right to disagree. Your creative spirit never liked
to be held back for long!
12th house: Idealism, intuition, escape, faith, beliefs.
Leo on 12th house:
You were in love with your causes. It wasn't like you to do things
halfway. A true romantic you often were. Finding a soul mate sharing
your heartfelt need for self-expression was a constant factor. It was
important that you didn't overly exaggerate your potential. Promising
more than you could deliver did cause a few embarrassing situations.
Falling in love with individuals pretending to admire you was another
past lives theme. It usually became apparent to you, sooner or later,
that not everyone could be trusted when it came to matters of the heart.
You tuned into your intuitive nature in two ways. One was when you were
madly in love. The other being when you passionately expressed your
creativity. It was when you ignored that there were physical limits that
your body suffered. Your will power to live boldly could compensate for
occasional bad judgment. You had a habit of not wanting to hear the word
no when you were determined to go ahead with a plan. You did impress
people when with fiery enthusiasm, spontaneously putting an ideal into
action. Although a lack of ego strength did cause you to lack the
courage to take on a new challenge. When you transcended this tendency,
you reclaimed your creative power.
Planets in actuality never really move backward, but can appear to do
so. This is referred to as retrograde motion, and as you will read has
special past life meaning surrounding a particular planet's symbolism.
The following are planets that were moving retrograde at your birth with
a description as to how this played out for you in other incarnations.
Saturn retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern that you had much to learn regarding
flexibility versus rigidity. These two opposites were a sore spot of
contention. A tendency to get extremely focused when you enjoyed a role
was a past pattern. You were happier when feeling in control of your
life. Knowing when to show vulnerability and when to show a tough set of
armor was wisdom indeed! Some thought you lacked ambition. What they
didn't see working behind the scenes was your inner search to find
professions and directions that seemed worth the effort. An inclination
toward becoming a one-dimensional workaholic was a potential trap.
Remembering that life was a multidimensional panorama made for happier
times. There was a need to steer clear of icebergs that brought
depression and feelings of rejection. Responding with courage to your
commitments lessened your anxiety about them. It was in not letting fear
keep you from the love and success you painfully wanted that you reached
the highest of milestones.
Neptune Retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern that you needed to watch out what you asked
life for. Do you know why? Because you were apt to get it! A tendency to
have a strong intuitive quality was a past pattern. In some incarnations
you were quite the poet, artist, entertainer or mystic. Perfection
wasn't so nice to you in that divine discontent was troublesome, making
it a challenge to be satisfied. When you were reasonable or grounded,
life was simpler. Getting focused occurred after becoming inspired.
There were times when you had premonitions of things to come. This
either gave you great faith or was scary. The more you accepted your
sixth sense, the easier it was to express outwardly. Another challenge
was achieving discipline and utilizing reality testing. When you made a
commitment not to run away from conflict, you found clarity. When
letting your ideals guide you, life seemed more magical and full of
inspiring symbols. Belief in a higher power sustained you through many
tough challenges. Lovers were inspirational in stimulating your
creativity. You liked the idea of a special someone with whom to share
your dreams. Developing a spiritual understanding and a sacred place
within kept you walking on the straight and narrow with great awareness,
pointing you to pleasurable escapes, and kept you guilt-free.
Pluto retrograde:
It was a repeating pattern to know your way around Intensity Street. In
some lives you were overpowering. In others, you didn't usurp enough
power. Having a sense of empowerment was crucial to reaching
self-mastery. Survival instincts you possessed. Being emotionally
intense was a past pattern. Learning to communicate your feelings made
you easier to understand. Self-honesty was liberating but it was a test
to admit your faults. Defensiveness had to be conquered. You didn't
believe in going halfway when exploring a subject. Compulsive lusts for
riches and leadership sometimes brought out your worst manipulative
traits. You were happier when feeling inwardly secure and having allies
that you could trust. You had to beware of an urge to win at all costs.
You found rebirth through not fearing your own shadows, and being big
enough not to run from those you loved. You processed experiences long
after they occurred, revisiting the past often, healed when able to
embrace forgiveness.
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